Is just another ordinary day.

Actually dont know what to write.
Life's gettin sucker by stayin at home without doing anything.
My dearrrrrr mum keep askin me to help her...
In other way,it can be said that i'm like already 50% housewife.
Hello..teenager here weyh!!
Have to go out have fun and all but yerrr !!!
She dont let me out!
I'm like a bird without wings on it :p
No freedom and now all thks to dont know wtheck happen to my car..
I got this phobia to drive right now.
That night my car sudenly go blackout at the housing area *sumore near hannah house//damn embarassing!*
Then until now,havent really go and fix it yet.
That's why i'm afraid to drive on the main road/highway.
Later sudenly engine spoil in the middle of the road...*not imagining*..gone case la.. :p
Okayh..thats why i'm so bored at here bloggin.
Everyone started their coll life and i..hah hah..so much of house chores like waiting for me.
I'm like a housemaid now..*call me lah if need a maid..lol..1 hr 500 bucks* (:
Teehee (:

Oh,something that i shoulnt forget is like..
I've been so "emo" for last few days which cause me to have mood swing which is quiet scary.
If i'm happy i'll joke with my friend then out of nowhere when they said sumtin wrong,like really minor prob,i go crazy.
Like serious crazy and maybe i screwed them or by ignoring them.
Dont u think thats scary?
But although i'm down for a few days,it makes me realises that actually there is still more people who is willing to cheer me up.
I'm glad and felt touch by what they did to me.
I never thought that a girl like me will be appreciated by others (:
Loads of love from me to you all.
I'll never forget the advice that had gave by u all and which i've accepted it.
Thks :D

Till then :)
XOXO.

I feel like this blog is gettin more n more emo-ness stuff.
I just dont know why i love to let it out here.
Argh *sigh-ing*
Current track : According to me by Miss Orianthi.
Currently facin supa shitty mood now.
Is it like stayin at home for so long doing ntg and spendin too much attention on the love one?
I thought normally thats a good thing but?
But now turn's like as though i'm very irritatin.
*wtfisgoinonhere*
*carinnlovingnspendinmymaxtimewithhimalsogotproblem?!*
Tell me lah kay,what to do now?
I just need to feel appreciated.
I want U to know how much things that i did and sacrifice to make u happy and to see u.
*iloveyouliketothemaxisthatwrongtoo*
Hope that u realised how i feel.
*thissupaolidayislikeshit*

Silent nite

I'm sad u noe tiz few days!Argh..dun ask why..i feel that every night i feel like cryin n eventually i'll sleep with my tears on.I hate myself.Everythins screwed!I hate it i hate it i hate it!Why cant i just be happy for a freakin days?!?I'm sucha a useless bein jealous everytym and i'm always bein not satiesfied when there's something for me to apreciate.I always look on the bad side but how about the good side.I always missed it.Feel so stupid.I hate myself.I hate bein sad.I hate cryin.I hate tears flowin!Can u now feel how depressed i am in the middle of the nite.It doesnt really matter coz i just wanna let my stress out.I just dont know how to express it out.So i prefer to type since i'm not able to shout it out loud right now.*tears flowin*.I just hate myself.Useless me!I'm sorry for hurtin u if i did.Just leave me behind if i'm bein such a irritate or burden for u all the time :(

Time Machine

Actually for me rite now,i rily have nothin much to post at blogger anymore.
Everyone's updatin deir blog bout new years n stuff...
So hahaha...it seems like every1 updatin d same thing thn i'm nt gona post it :)

Anywho ...
Just wish that i'm gona to get a time machine for my birthday *remind-ing~ DUH! :p*
HAHAHAHAHA XD
Ok,coz after d 01012010...
I just feel that i'm sorta lost!
Coz seeing my siblings packin all deir stuff for the 1st day of school n i'm like 'how bout me? :('
I WANNA BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
*nt include the takin exam part//pmr//spm*
*puke puke puke*
Hahahaha...sakai giler!
Kesimpulannya....saya mau skola!
Juz doin nothing at home everyday...u noe NOTHING??!
Argh ;/ and parents everyday like 'oi,go find college lar...dun wait till get ur results oni find..tat will be too late'...
ITU I PUN TAU LAR...
Apa mau buat...so malas... :D
I juz duno y,feel like no more school life for me n wana go for a relax n now every1 startin for college...wtf?
So fast u guys wana study ah??

Haaahhahahaha ;D
Maybe tat is just wat i think about and maybe diff for u guys but I'M STILL BORED!
Miss school life alotttttt...like hell lot!
Miss spendin time with frens,prefect job,time durin in the class,d way we complain bout teacher,d sarcastic singam...hahaha!
N i actually ask my siblings wat happen in school today n blablabla...
N dey wil like 'eh,u no more skul ady lah...ish...ntg hapen lah...!'
=.=
As though la rily non-of-my-business although it is d fact but still....i'm d ex student rite...although sudah past tense..hehehe!
Ala....bosan sial kat umah!

Owh...just wish tat i can back to school..
ohoh *exclude daisy* :)
hahaha...everyday me n gloria go toilet sure kena from her..so this train glo 2 b vr alert everytime.
Hahahaha..
She'll be like 'Flower in-coming...flower in'coming..run!'...hahahaha.

So..i'll neva 4get my life at secondary school...
Owh btw,hunny ariel...u're goin 2 leave me so fast?!
Argh!
Gona miss u loads.
:)

Kayh,will upload more soon..
Till then.
XOXO.