Nothing to Something.

Undefined friendship.

2011-08-04T09:51:00.000-07:00

I've always been a nooby for making new friends especially when comes to appreciating
friends.I don't know how to categorized friends into different stages anymore ever since I've seen and forced to learn the real meaning of "friends".Maybe I cared too much or maybe she have changed.We can talk and talk from morning to dawn and yes I do care when thing changes now.I hate the feelings whenever I'm forced to choose to care or not to.I'm puzzled.Somehow,I always do treasure and recalled back whatever that we have been through.You've found someone better out there or you might not need me as you did before.But I knew,at least you made me understand and widens my perspective when making a friend.The most precious saying from one of my friend taught me a most important and meaningful lesson which is "never expect return after sacrificing" as no one forced you to sacrifice for getting something and finally getting depressed for nothing.I'm sorry if I've been a silly and sucky friend all this while.But somehow,i know where I stand now.Optimistic is all I needed now (:
I love you my friends :)

A BEST FRIEND IS YOUR SISTER THAT DESTINY FORGOT TO GIVE YOU.

Sorrow.

2011-07-12T04:55:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile and I'm back for expressing feelings again.
I've been through loads of momentous moment.
Up's and down but always come back to the starting point.
Is like a circle.
Never ending karma.
For real,his the ideal guy for most of the girl if he ever stands out from
the crowd if he ever show how polite and gentlemen he is.
His the one,who help me to go and still going through my toughest life in form6.
There's no one like him that ever appreciate me and i felt comfortable
whenever i was with him.
No matter how bad I perform on my studies,he never look down on me.
In turn,cheered me up by buying me my favourite chocolate although it was late
at night.
His like the sun that shine through my day and the moon that shine through my way in darkness.
His always there for me whenever i needed him.
He will do anything and everything that satisfy me.
Whatever that i want and asked for I'll definitely get it.Whether it is tomorrow or few days after that.
He makes me smile and laugh even by listening to his voice and laughter everyday.
His everywhere in my mind whenever i go.
He've brought me to alot of places and we discover new foods together.
I know i will never regret even by spending my whole lifetime to be with him.
I love him more than anything but why?
Why must something so perfect just spoiled like that JUST because he looses trust on me?
It should'nt be like that.
Lying to him even for the sake of good also will be the last thing I'll do on earth.
Why?Isn't that for whatever I did,I still don't earn his trust?
During the night time,he will automatically appear on my mind.
I just can't help it.
I miss him.
It really hurts when I heard every word he said to me last night.
It really kills me when i got up from my sleep in the morning and the argument
is still on.
He don't know how much i care and love him.
Maybe I don't know how to express out and that's why he don't realise it but i definitely mean it.
I really love him for him.
He said he'll love me eternally and i hope he means it.
I can't make effort for him to leave my life.
I hope he understands how much I need him right now.
I love you dear.

Ciao twenty-ten.

2010-12-28T21:53:00.000-08:00

So much and too much things that i wished to share but i'm just too lazy to update.
Few more days more,2010 wil comes to an end.
So much had happened and things around passes too fast like in fast forwarding mode.
I miss my old school friends and just wondering do they feel the same? :p
Ever since the spm results out,we've never meet each other till now.
Seriously miss those crazy times that we've been through together all this while.
N now everyone's busy with their own life and start moving on on different pathway.
Is wonderful where you can keep in contact with them till anytime and anywhere.
So,when do you guys free?
Mind sparing some of your precious time for your old friend here? :)

So much thing which happened on me actually made me a stronger person and get to learn how to see different things and peoples at different perspective.
I never know how to fight through fears until i failed at something.
I'm blessed and actually very lucky when get to know new friends which helped me to fight through all the tough situation in my life.
I do appreciate and love them.
They listen,understand and give advice,while i learn,forgive and forget.
Learn how to be more tough,more understandable,more optimistic and more fierce. lol?
I fight for rights but with teachers? *don't know how to survive when there's one more year for me to go*
*rolled eyes*

Been through happy and sad times.
But i appreciate every single moments.
Learn how to love people around you.
You'll never know what happen to tomorrow,only if you have super powers :D
So live your life and day with smiles :)))
*when you know your smiles might just make someone melt* :o

So much too write but seriously when a lazy bump starts to blog,you know they'll never write much :p

So,wish you guys a very advanced HAPPY NEW YEAR first :D

P.S : oh my dear loveable mummy,please let me escape from the house and countdown with my friends then i'll do all the house chores

for one day :p

Am lovin it.

2010-11-10T03:13:00.000-08:00

Seriously did having fun during the deepavali holidays last week.
Me love deepavali.me love muruku.me love kambing.
What can i ask some more?
Seriously,love every single of my new form sixers friend.
We've been through all the difficulties together and i can seriously feel the bond between us getting stronger and stronger day by day.
We study hard together but play more hard together (:

Anyhow,good things doesn't last long.
Once my result is out i was like *bang head towards any concrete*
Just never gonna satisfied with my marks.
I hate it.Such a dumb.Such a waste.
Try harder?NAH.
Is never easy.
More hardworking?
Yeah babe,unless they ban facebook in m'sia.
*seriously wtf*

And omagosh,never met someone with such a sweet attitude in my life.
Just love it and seriously treasures it.
All i can see now is this person and is definitely not you but someone important.
LOL.
<3

Just gonna move on with life and as my friend said "Never Give Up" keep moving on.
Hell yeah babe.
Till thennn.

2010-10-28T04:37:00.000-07:00

Guess I'm too stressed for the whole two weeks.
Darn exams!
I hate exams!
Two more papers to go which I'm already celebrating it already.
Though form6 is fun but it kills.
So best advice : Enrolled and start to accept the fact that you're going to be a nerd.
All kinds of bio facts were flying here and there on my brain.
Chemistry do kills me.
I tried to love maths but maths hates me *even the teacher hates me*,faith and destiny i guess..lmao.
Others are better to left unsaid.
Anywhat,i do appreciate this life.
ps.I FREAKING FALL SICK TWICE THIS MONTH.WTF.
Who cares.
Live life to fullest peeps.
Till then,xoxo.

10.10.10

2010-10-13T04:33:00.000-07:00

A day to remember.
I love 101010.
I love you.
<3
XOXO :)

Dedicate to that very someone :D

2010-09-16T00:29:00.000-07:00

I'm tired and sick of this.

I'M OUT OF THIS SHIT!

2010-09-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

This blog is never dead!

2010-09-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

Heyya! It's been *i don't know* how long but hey still I'm back!
Anywho,I'm too busy and lazy to post due to my new life.
But somehow,there's too much thing happening in between this this school holiday which gave a big effect on me.
It feels like hell when you just can't tell it out to anyone but to keep it to yourself.
I've did something really bad and cruel towards somebody and i'm seriously so sorry about it.
I seriously deeply dint mean it.
I'm sorry if i make you feel uncomfortable to be friends with.
I don't mind you to hate me for whatever I've did.
Yet,in between,there's more confusion that annoys me.
I don't know what that person thinks and what that person wants but i hope nothings gonna affect our relationship.
Seriously,it do hurts when you miss that somebody so badly but you can do nothing.
I hate this holiday! And, worse come to worse i start to feel sick on the second week of holiday which is also the week that I've planned to catch up with my homework!
DAMN .

I MISS YOU.

2010.

2010-06-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

Things been so complicated lately and there's too much for me to list out one by one.
Been buzzing around with loads of hectic problems and is killing me.
But somehow,again i learn how to look at things more widely and think more wisely.

Form 6 life which I'm going through right now is seriously getting on my nerves.
For everything teacher taught and for what I've read from book,at the end of the lesson I'll be like 'ha?????'
Okayh that's so not making sense?But it's true.
No time for me to know more friends but only bunch of homework everyday waiting for me.
This mean that i'm the soon to be future nerd.Hot nerd *winkwink* LOL :D

Then,love?
I don't know.
Like seriously,i think i failed in this field.
No comment about that.
All i can said is,i do have a great time with you and for what we've gone through past few months,you really gave me a very unforgettable memories.
I'll never ask the one i love to stay when they've already made their decision to leave.
Never think of this to happen but *things are better to left unsaid* :)

Oh oh friends :)
All i know is,they always been there for me like no matter what.
Yeah,people said 'no matter how many friends you have for there to comfort you,but you still have to stand back up yourself to face the difficulties' ... WHICH i DON'T agree with that fact.
I need them and i definately love them.
Some of them who really gave me a shock is that they have this instinct where,when I'm down they'll automatically be there for me :)
Don't ask me how this phenomena happen :p
Ask them *teehee*
Millions of thank you for YOU,to brighten up my day.
I serious do appreciate it :D

Wo Ai Ni :)

2010-05-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

The one I adore,admire and love the most,
My dear Mummy!
I Love You SO MUCH :)
I knew we have like loads of arguments everyday but still i love u lot.
For everything you said and do is for my own good.
Thks for helping me and supporting me in anyways :D
I'm sorry for certain mistakes or things that I've done that make you disappointed.
I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO MAKE IT UP FOR YOU KAY? :)))
Stay hot,preety,healthy and most of it,young kayh? :)
Happy Mother's Day my HAWTTT Mummy :D

*PS: sorry la mi,now kinda broke la.So,not really sure can get you the things that you ask for :p*

I wish.

2010-05-07T09:12:00.000-07:00

-Love is just a word,Until you find someone to give it a definition-

Truly saying,my happiness isn't complete without YOU by my side.
No matter how much you give out and sacrifice,i do give and do the same thing too.

It's just that you don't and never try to realize.

Thinking back the old time was fun and happy for me.
I rather not waking up from my dream when the reality are so much worse than my dream.
Rain just pour in my heart and they're washing those unhappiness moment away that I've kept for so long.
I've choosed you for a strong and deep reason and for now I'm still trying my very best to hold it because you said 'you'll never let a person go no matter what happen because u love em a lot'.
Imma gonna follow and listen for what you've said since i do love you but I'm not gonna hold it when i know i don't have the ability to hold it anymore.
Both of our happiness counts.

I thought u're the song owner.

2010-05-03T08:38:00.000-07:00

Once on the video just now.
The first song they start to play is a song which i miss it a lot.
Meant quite lot of things to me.
Just bring back some memories.

Just So You Know-Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there
Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

Is like sudden flashback.
Anyways,nice song though (:

2010-04-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

Current Track : Break Your Heart by Taio Cruz

Now listen to me baby
Before I love and leave ya

They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna deceive ya

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
Imma tear you apart
Told you from the start,
Baby from the start.

I'm naive enough to fall for your trap.
You just stab my heart and never mend it back,you just leave it like that.
But i never once regret because you're once very sweet and you
gave me loads of happy and unforgettable moments.

I know you're not easy to please,
you've told me you're not a gentleman but somehow i still love you.
I'll still tell and explain to you how i feel although you start to tear my heart.
Though i know u wont care,
i still do sit here and tel because i love you.
But now,i'm tired.

I give up.

This is how much i love you.

2010-04-26T22:31:00.000-07:00

Current track : Nothin' On You by B.O.B

No matter how strong a person is,they will still fall when something triggers their weakest part.
Like some superhero with their super power,they can be as strong as a gigantic giant.But somehow,they'll still fall because every human have their own ability and limits.

I've used up 3 years plus to train myself and made up my mind to be a strong and tough person in every way included my love life.I've realized if a person wants to take their revenge,they'll never care and not afraid to hurt their opponents a not.Is all because their aim is to beat down their enemies to show how strong and tough they are.They take their revenge to make things fair.It is perfectly true for what comes around goes around.But when it comes to a relationship,everything will be upside down.

The world is not fair when comes to love.Someone might hurt and the other might not or maybe both way will be hurt.And for most of the situation that I've seen and gone through,thru myself is that,boys will normally let the girl win when it comes to an arguments.And most of it is true because a gentleman will never want to make a girl sad and emo or even seeing their own love one cry.People said,a guy who cause a girl cry oftenly means that guy is a total failure.

This is due to,girls tears is the most precious thing that they ever had.Which girl will like to cry everyday instead of smile and be happy all the time?They want and need the most love from their other part exclude family.Woman is the most sensitive creature that God have ever created.That's why their all complicated in their own ways.They will sense things faster than any guys do.They put things very seriously and when they love that someone so much they will not even know what does happiness meant because they don't mind sacrificing it when they know their love one's is happy.

Different girl different attitude.My actual attitude is that I'm very sensitive,I'm tough because i have to.I'll really put myself into that someone if i really do love him a lot.I don't mind changing myself to suit him.I rather to keep it to myself when i did something like caring or sacrifice anything just for him and not to tell it out loud so that I'll get any rewards or something.I'm not that kind of person who can show my love with all those sweet talks,I'm sorry I'm not perfect.But when u really get to know me clearly,you'll slowly realized for every small things i do like even my small advice on your daily life is how i show my love and caring towards him.Maybe you still haven't get to see clear at my point of view but i deeply hope that you will ever just leave your stubborness aside and try to understand me from A-Z again right now.If you can't,there's no point for me to express all my feelings over and over again.

I cried because i care,all girls are weak,even when they say their tough,you'll know their crapping.For you,you're totally the one i want and need at the very first place.As time passes by,things change and you've change.I never blame u since u said I'm the one cause it all to happen.But although u don't know whats the reason i ask u to work and college is okay.As long as i know what i do will lead you to a bright future then I'm happy.

You're really different compared to other guys but still the special attitude of yours are getting more weird and is so not like you anymore.U said you're not gentleman ever since the first day i met you.Allright,i said okay and don't mind and now I'm suffering with your strange attitude.I know i cause it all and i don't need you to pity,anyway i knew u don't also.You're so much way different now until you said i never care for u.It's okay if you don't realized,I'm not going to blame u.But worse come to worse,most of the things you did and say nowadays,okay i know i created all and i myself make you never spend time with me but with that I'm getting weaker and weaker.When i cry,u don't even bother,you can still ask what for i cry.The most hurting,i asked you whether "you're afraid to hurt me a not?" ,you answered "nope".

Which girl will still talk to that guy when he answered that.She'll never give a shit about him anymore kay?! Which girl will still sit here and admit everything she did is her fault?! Which girl will still point out his mistake and hope he'll treat her better although he already hurt her to the highest limit?! Which girl will still try to tolerate everything when she has already at the dead end?! You said whatever i said is totally a copy of you last time.Why?Because I want you to know how i feel and how much is my love for you.I need you to understand me just for once.Seriously,you don't know how much i love you.I love you till i let all this to happen,and i really don't know what to do now.I should hate you instead of loving you and tolerate things now when you tell me you're not afraid to hurt me no more.But I can't because I'm stupidly crazily locked myself to you and I really don't know where I've put the key.Somehow,i need you to realized that,there's a padlock in you're heart.Hope you learn how to appreciate it.If not it'll rust and i don't know what will happen to it anymore.

Guardian much.

2010-04-20T08:56:00.000-07:00

I don't know what I've did to deserve this respond from him but,
his always been there for me no matter what.
His like my,guardian for most of the thing.
When i need any help than the next thing i know is he will be there
for me.
Always do.
But now,things change,world change and peoples change.
And so i thought he wont but he changed too.
When i'm down,his always there to give me advice and comfort me.
I just dont understand that how can he be gone in like one night.
His no longer there for me due to some unacceptable reason *for my opinion la*.
I seriously dont want to loose a friend like this but i cant control things.
I have no right to do that.
All i hope is he'll know how to respond against me and hope he'll
understand that i'll always believe in myself when there's more people to guide me.
And sometimes when you think you have make the right decision,
please do think also whether how the person will feel after the decision have made.
You never give me a chance to even explain or maybe a goodbye before you leave.
Like u said,the path that i'm facing,will be more deeper and cooler.
Somehow,sorry if i've hurt you or offended your feelings earlier but somehow,
i'll still love to say Thank You for being there for me all the time.

And i'll always be there.

2010-04-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

I must admit you were not apart of my book,
but now if you open it up and take a look,
You're the beginning and the end of every chapter.

-by:ne-yo-

It's been one month we've been together and I
do appreciate for every second being with you.
I love u for u,i have to admit you have always been
there to cheer me up :)

Happy 1st Month Anniversary Sweetheart!

I Love You So Much,Julian Yap :D

And they live happily ever after?

2010-04-11T11:08:00.000-07:00

I don't know why just feel like blogging right now.
Is 2:o9 on April 12 now.
Am not tired or sleepy either right now,feels like talking and express my thought and feelings to someone but none are awake now.
I always realized other than twitter,i always love to express my feelings here :)
*sighing* What do forever means? For my own opinion,i don't think forever existed until you're really lock to someones heart and that's forever :D
But,for youngster like us,forever don't exist.
How about love?Trust,believes,freedom,understand?Some more?
I'm from a strict family which cannot really open my relationship to public to prevent my family members to know and he should know that.
By now,i don't really know whether i really know him a not,is not that i don't believe in him because i never want to blame him.Its me,i don't trust myself,i don't give my trust towards him.
My weakness,which is getting jealous easily always break me down when i see my love one close with others.
I hate it.And for some small reason we always fight and at last he'll try letting me win and eventually i feel like a loser in the next second.
Loving a person too much will leads us to an arguments?Is that even possible to happen in the first place? *confuse?*
Furthermore,at sometimes,i mean most of the time,i always try to prove how much i care and love him but I'll still never gonna beat the expectation that he expected from me.
I never thought I'll gone through this kind of situation.
For everything i did for him and only him,he'll never know how much i sacrifice,maybe he does but sometimes he'll say that I'm wrong and prove it to me one by one.
I do hurt when that happens but so?
No one can feel my pain except myself.
When he said i kept secret away from him,it hurts me more because that will be the last thing i do on earth.
I'm not the lying kind of person and i hate liars and his my boyfriend,there will be no way for me to lie to him but he said i did.
I cant and wont fight back to avoid arguments.
Distance and time is already my barriers between me and him.With that,our bridge start to be not stable and is not that strong anymore compared to last time.
I do love him,care bout him and his my precious.I always tell him i don't know how to describe my love for him,but i don't think he get what I'm trying to say.
I love him for him and its him.
There is no way a girl sitting infront of the monitor in the middle of the night to express how much she loves him.
I hope he could understand my heart.
There's too much confusion in my head now and it's killing me for me to think about it.
Strange feelings which stuck at my heart still haven't go away yet.
When I'm depressed,i always keep it in my heart and let it out by flowing my tears and when i'm happy,i'll say it out and share with everyone :)
Anyways,if there's something u kept in your heart and you think it'll hurt me,I'll prefer you to let it all out instead of keeping it to yourself just that you're afraid that u might or will hurt me.
I do cherish every moments that we've been through.I love u and i want u to know that.

ps: i'm still strong enough to go through all this hurting words which might hurt me :/ dont forget i'm strong! :p

Out of topic :)

2010-04-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry,it's been kinda busy,i mean lazy to update my blog ever since the very last post.
Due to my lazy-ness,without me realized I've actually abandoned my blog for like two months.
Proud enough? *i do :)*
Too much things had happened since my last post.
I've been through bitter and sweet at the same time.
You'll never know how i feel because you are not me! *teehee :D *
Anywho,I'm lazy to list out what happened .
Its like first,got my results on march and it sucks!
Told myself i know i dint do really good in it.I dint put that much effort on it and eventually i've screwed everything *TADA much?* *hmmm :(*
Then,mum planned,PLANNED,to send me to Taylor's and I've been for the Open Day.
It's quite fun and excited to know that I'm going to study there.But god knows,suddenly after came back from Open Day,aunt came to my house and gave both me and my mum advice and end up,choices have made by my mum.Which is,send me to FORM 6!!!
FORM 6 weyh,is like friggin hard,and I'm effing serious I'm going to Form6.
Most of my friend told me to wait for letters from the ministry but schools starting around May!
And I'm still here waiting for letters and my ex principal said she cant do much and asked us to wait for letters??!
If i don't managed to get in to form6,imma serious DEAD!All my hard plan just damage in 1 day *snifffffsssssss*
Oh :) then,accidentally bang people car few days ago.No comments are allowed! So far after getting my license,accidentally TER-BANG.Skali saja ma..no big deal right?But still,there's one thing i dont like which is that woman so lansi,after bang already STILL try to snap a picture of my car and her car to compared or show to her friend how strong is my SLK *small little kancil* and how week is her old saga (: ,idk but anywhat,guess what my kancil no problem but her saga bumper go senget *woops* :p

And about my relationship,can be said kinda screwed up since februuaaarrayyy :o
Is like because of one's happiness then runes the other people happiness. * don't understand?*
Mmmmm,sometimes i do admit my relationship was kinda messed up.Like serious messed.
And for some decision I've made and done,I'll learn my lesson from that AND the same mistakes I've did,will never be repeated.
I've hurt a lot of people and while doing that,my heart do bleeds too.
I don't know whether I've made the right choice anot but I've already made it and there's no way for me to turn back.
All i have to do is just continue my life and that's all :)
Sometimes i really confused about the love thingy.Diff people diff attitude and character and yeah,it does gave me a lot of experience but at the same time,i DO HAVE TO sacrifice to understand their attitude.
No matter how experienced one person is,you will still go through some bad or down moments in a relationship and that is where one of them became stronger and fight back.
And what,we should trust each other in a relationship?Bullshit!No matter how much effort of trust and caring we put on,problems will appear when the time comes.
A girl like me which normally have mood swings all the time will always fight for small problem.I'll still gonna to have arguments with my love one no matter how much we love each other.
Because fight doesn't mean that we hate each other,so yea.Anyways,i don't know what am i crapping right now in the middle of the night but for some reason if u try to understand what am i trying to say,it kinda make sense allright? *winkwink* :D
My point is,I'm with this guy now.We've sort of been through quite loads of things and i do appreciate him a lot.But for some reasons,is not that i don't trust him.Is just that i don't trust myself and i always find topic and fight with him.I don't know whether is who's fault but no matter what we always tried to solve it and we've made it most of the time so yea. P.S : iloveyouloadsjul (:

Tired of reading?No worries,is the end of my post now.U think i not tired typing and thinking ah?Nyahaha ;)
XOXO.

I dont know.

2010-02-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

Current track : Knock You Down by Keri Hilson

"I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love"

I just love this part.Don't ask why because i'll not tel u!
Secret are meant to be secret arent them? :p

*thinkthinkthink*
too much things happen this few days or maybe can be said weeks.
just don't know how to desribe lar.
i promise myself to never post or set any of my status with emo stuff.
because some people might,MIGHT,find it irritating.
although i've promised it but i'm not sure whether i can keep it anot but who cares!
anywho,so yea,imma gonna stop that rubbish now.
i'm a person which dont and HATE hurting peoples feelins but i think i've did it to someone but i really dint mean it.
it feels really bad when u did that because when that someone treat u like THISSSSSSSS GGGGGGOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD,u will eventually feel THHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD after hurt them!!!!!!!!!!!!
*arghghghgh*
but in people who knows me,they will know for everything i make and made,it is based on a reason.
so yea,been feel bad all the time and i'm gonna control myself not to.
last sorry.

anyways,feel so bored and useless stayin at home some more new year coming and it's like so busy for me.
got to help my mum do house chores like mad fella *nvm,exaggerating it only* (:
what to do,good good girl must help (:
DAMN! i sounded so...so not mehhh!!!!!!!!
teeehheeee :D

anywhat i know danial you keep follow my blog all the time.
know u'll gonna read everything i wrote here..
haha...
i saw u're post about the white kancil.
*laughoutloud*
i know lar dei my WHITE KANCIL cunted huh?
no need to jealous.
EVERYONE NO NEED TO JEALOUS BECAUSE I CAN DRIVE WITH MY *aww* WHITE KANCIL ((((:
*proudnesswhichcanneverdescribe*

will post more everyone (:
ciaoxx :)
XOXO.

Is just another ordinary day.

2010-01-26T23:46:00.000-08:00

Actually dont know what to write.
Life's gettin sucker by stayin at home without doing anything.
My dearrrrrr mum keep askin me to help her...
In other way,it can be said that i'm like already 50% housewife.
Hello..teenager here weyh!!
Have to go out have fun and all but yerrr !!!
She dont let me out!
I'm like a bird without wings on it :p
No freedom and now all thks to dont know wtheck happen to my car..
I got this phobia to drive right now.
That night my car sudenly go blackout at the housing area *sumore near hannah house//damn embarassing!*
Then until now,havent really go and fix it yet.
That's why i'm afraid to drive on the main road/highway.
Later sudenly engine spoil in the middle of the road...*not imagining*..gone case la.. :p
Okayh..thats why i'm so bored at here bloggin.
Everyone started their coll life and i..hah hah..so much of house chores like waiting for me.
I'm like a housemaid now..*call me lah if need a maid..lol..1 hr 500 bucks* (:
Teehee (:

Oh,something that i shoulnt forget is like..
I've been so "emo" for last few days which cause me to have mood swing which is quiet scary.
If i'm happy i'll joke with my friend then out of nowhere when they said sumtin wrong,like really minor prob,i go crazy.
Like serious crazy and maybe i screwed them or by ignoring them.
Dont u think thats scary?
But although i'm down for a few days,it makes me realises that actually there is still more people who is willing to cheer me up.
I'm glad and felt touch by what they did to me.
I never thought that a girl like me will be appreciated by others (:
Loads of love from me to you all.
I'll never forget the advice that had gave by u all and which i've accepted it.
Thks :D

Till then :)
XOXO.

2010-01-23T01:08:00.000-08:00

I feel like this blog is gettin more n more emo-ness stuff.
I just dont know why i love to let it out here.
Argh *sigh-ing*
Current track : According to me by Miss Orianthi.
Currently facin supa shitty mood now.
Is it like stayin at home for so long doing ntg and spendin too much attention on the love one?
I thought normally thats a good thing but?
But now turn's like as though i'm very irritatin.
*wtfisgoinonhere*
*carinnlovingnspendinmymaxtimewithhimalsogotproblem?!*
Tell me lah kay,what to do now?
I just need to feel appreciated.
I want U to know how much things that i did and sacrifice to make u happy and to see u.
*iloveyouliketothemaxisthatwrongtoo*
Hope that u realised how i feel.
*thissupaolidayislikeshit*

Silent nite

2010-01-09T08:30:00.000-08:00

I'm sad u noe tiz few days!Argh..dun ask why..i feel that every night i feel like cryin n eventually i'll sleep with my tears on.I hate myself.Everythins screwed!I hate it i hate it i hate it!Why cant i just be happy for a freakin days?!?I'm sucha a useless bein jealous everytym and i'm always bein not satiesfied when there's something for me to apreciate.I always look on the bad side but how about the good side.I always missed it.Feel so stupid.I hate myself.I hate bein sad.I hate cryin.I hate tears flowin!Can u now feel how depressed i am in the middle of the nite.It doesnt really matter coz i just wanna let my stress out.I just dont know how to express it out.So i prefer to type since i'm not able to shout it out loud right now.*tears flowin*.I just hate myself.Useless me!I'm sorry for hurtin u if i did.Just leave me behind if i'm bein such a irritate or burden for u all the time :(

Time Machine

2010-01-05T04:01:00.000-08:00

Actually for me rite now,i rily have nothin much to post at blogger anymore.
Everyone's updatin deir blog bout new years n stuff...
So hahaha...it seems like every1 updatin d same thing thn i'm nt gona post it :)

Anywho ...
Just wish that i'm gona to get a time machine for my birthday *remind-ing~ DUH! :p*
HAHAHAHAHA XD
Ok,coz after d 01012010...
I just feel that i'm sorta lost!
Coz seeing my siblings packin all deir stuff for the 1st day of school n i'm like 'how bout me? :('
I WANNA BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
*nt include the takin exam part//pmr//spm*
*puke puke puke*
Hahahaha...sakai giler!
Kesimpulannya....saya mau skola!
Juz doin nothing at home everyday...u noe NOTHING??!
Argh ;/ and parents everyday like 'oi,go find college lar...dun wait till get ur results oni find..tat will be too late'...
ITU I PUN TAU LAR...
Apa mau buat...so malas... :D
I juz duno y,feel like no more school life for me n wana go for a relax n now every1 startin for college...wtf?
So fast u guys wana study ah??

Haaahhahahaha ;D
Maybe tat is just wat i think about and maybe diff for u guys but I'M STILL BORED!
Miss school life alotttttt...like hell lot!
Miss spendin time with frens,prefect job,time durin in the class,d way we complain bout teacher,d sarcastic singam...hahaha!
N i actually ask my siblings wat happen in school today n blablabla...
N dey wil like 'eh,u no more skul ady lah...ish...ntg hapen lah...!'
=.=
As though la rily non-of-my-business although it is d fact but still....i'm d ex student rite...although sudah past tense..hehehe!
Ala....bosan sial kat umah!

Owh...just wish tat i can back to school..
ohoh *exclude daisy* :)
hahaha...everyday me n gloria go toilet sure kena from her..so this train glo 2 b vr alert everytime.
Hahahaha..
She'll be like 'Flower in-coming...flower in'coming..run!'...hahahaha.

So..i'll neva 4get my life at secondary school...
Owh btw,hunny ariel...u're goin 2 leave me so fast?!
Argh!
Gona miss u loads.
:)

Kayh,will upload more soon..
Till then.
XOXO.

Outin VS holidays.

2009-12-17T22:20:00.001-08:00

Nvm,i know it sounded weird for the tittle,
but it is weird coz~~
must attract u guys to view my post ryt?
Hahaha!
Neways... *SKIP SKIP SKIP*
Ok,went out d 3rd time yesterday wit erm *sum1 (blink2 eye)* n watch
AVATAR!!
U all should rily go watch it coz tat show was juz so awesome!
The Na'Vi's are so big in sizes!!
And the Pandora waz so beautiful!
Wish that i could live there though!
*nvm,i know tat u guys all like blur//blank coz din watch ryt..??hahaha!* ;p
Thn erm owh,i dye my hair!!
*ariel,faster come bak to m'sia..if nt u gona b ketinggalan zaman!*
Is like erm,brownish/gold/idk colour :)
Few people saw it wen i return my text book tat day at schoolll.
Quite cool coz no1 dye their hair YET.
*proudness* ;p
Thn from 20/12-2/1..
totally NOT FREE!
Coz relative all cumin n got a big wedding dinner to prepare!
Ps..my uncle puya.
So3...very xcited since school prom has canceled but its all ok now :)
Still not satisfy goin out with frens though.
So 100% sur continue goin out nex year coz
NO REASON LAR !!! ;D

*LA...i know it's lame...bt at least i posted sumtin ryt?*

Experiencenough!

2009-12-11T10:08:00.000-08:00

Today waz the most tiring day EVER in my life.
Drove to mid valley is no big deal but stuck in a jam for half n hour n lookin for parkin for 1 n a half hour with a manual car is sumtin BIG!
SEE...idk why d hell in this world must all concentrate their shoppin mood in MV.
By 11 in d mornin...ALL PARKIN FULL!!!
Can u like believe tat?!
I take like 2 hour++ to go in MV..
Tat is so nutttssss....!!
All d car there drivin me CRAAAZYYYYYY!!!
Me n ariel stuck in d car like damn long really speechlez.
Argh *advice:dun drive 2 megamall with manual car!*
Hah.
So neways,hav fun wit ariel today :)
We're like d couples at Nando's sitin couple sit.
Hahahaha...
I'm sur u'll neva rememba tat gal!
Let's go out next time again ;p

Unresistable rawwrr

2009-12-09T09:46:00.000-08:00

Afta such a long * i mean really longgggggg* period neva update my bloggy i feel like i'm sorta like out of idea///topic to talkabout!
Oh2,u noe wat?I'm finally GET RID OF THE FRAKINNN ESS-PEE-EMM!!! *ariel taught me tat/hahaha*
My life is so un-erm-speechable coz afta an outing juz now wif ma frenz,my mum start to nag and gues what she said??

mum : eh,u cannot stay at home like tat.u gotta go work.u luk like so uselez by bz bodying bout people profile in fb for wattttt!!??

me:mi,u gotta be kiddin me man..spm,ended yesterday..wadaheckkk r u talkin woman!?

mum:wat?! u luk uselez stayin home...like no mor plan ady n doin nothin! gona search a college 4 u n u gotta work..enough restin at home.

me:*wtf-ing??!!* *grumblingg* i'm not gona to workk!!!! n i juz done my spm yesterday!!!!! i wana hav fun!!!! i dun care!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

mum:*speechlez*

me:*walk off*

SEE!! DID U SEE TAT!!! *URRRGGGHHH*

Okayh shiat,just put it aside...
Done my ear piercin today quite *ouch* n scary though.
But it RAWKS! *not comparin to all d belly-piercin-people* (:

N a person who is 100% totally not a big Twilight fan actually fall in love with TAYLOR LAUTNER a.k.a JACOB BLACK!!!!! *dun tat just sound so OMG?*
His so the OMG-HOT-STUFF!!!
His pax,his smile,his hair*wtf*,his heat*werewolf what?!*,his stare!!!
Shiat...his just so addictable n now i'm UNRESISTABLE by looking at his pic!
His so HAWTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
I'm sorry Robert,i have to put u aside 1st! *hahahha ;p*

*meltin seeing his picha*
Hahahha XD

Neways..hav fun wif ma fren today.
So erm yah...hope my mum wont start her 'GO WORK AND I'LL FIND COLLEGE TO U TOMORROW!!!'
*giggles*

will update from time to time.
XOXO

SPM...duh?

2009-11-14T22:50:00.000-08:00

Dammit....sti gt 3 days?
WAT D FARKKKK!!!!!!
Is juz like a bling of eye n now we're gona 2 sit 4 spm?
Can we like delay tat freakin spm?(:
PLZ?
*coz i'm not ready 4 tat freakin paper yet!!!*
*feel like puke-ing*
*feel like theres butterfly in ma tummy*
:p
But juz wonderin y am i still sittin here n bloggin..
Hahahha....mayb dun care kowt.
Haish.
STUPID SEJ!!! USELEZ HISTORY!!!!!!!
Anywayz,waz here to wish all d SPM-ers
LOADS OF GOODLUCKS WHILE SITTIN FOR ALL THE PAPER (((((:

lots of love :)
till then .

My 101 post :)

2009-10-09T23:52:00.000-07:00

******************************
*cleanin d spidey web*
*ahh-choooo*
:)
******************************

Hahahha :)
For supa dupa long time i've neva updated my blog n for now,
I'M BACKKKKKKKKK :D
wat lar,SPM cumin duh....!
cant blame me for not updatin it rite?
hahahha oh,+++++ u noe wat?
I'm LAZY though!!!!!!! :)

Actually ALOT of things had happened ever since d last post :)
* winks to ariel,gloria n few of dem who noes wat i meant ;) *

Got lar,byk benda mau ckp ni tapi x tau b'mula dari mana lar!
Ok2....
I summarize it in 1 post allrite?? :p

-I've met sum1 which is so special to me n i just duno how to describe it :)
Tiz person rily hypnotize me...chehwah.....hahaha!
*showoff* :p
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>wana know more?canot lar...ini saya punya secret lar *evil laugh*

-Thn spm lor....
mau blajar pun malas.....
nex time duno mau jadi apa in d future wen i got my shit result in spm :p

-Thn raya holiday time go zoo negara...
*juz dun ask me y*
den...all the animals very maju n open minded ady har??
hahahha...
can make out infront of d visitors sumore!
chill lah deyh...i noe u guys very hyper n mau showoff...
but...dun lar k....
kalau budak nampak kan x baik...
hahahahha!!!!!

SEE! *memalukan lar*

-Thn nex bout prom...
now my frens n i were organising seniour prom for our skul f5 students...
U guys come n join d fun tau!
I bet u all WILL SURE REGRET if dint go!
Hahahahha *dun tat sounds tempting to u?* ;p
We've done alot of stuff to make this thing look the best.
So jgn kedekut!
Join n have fun that nite yar :)

I tink i better stop here cuz.....
i got nothin to write d lar 4 now....
cakap byk buat apekan? ;p
dun worry...will update from time to time.
i guess ;p!

Weird dreams!

2009-08-28T02:31:00.000-07:00

Just duno y tiz 2 days got tiz creepy dreams which i HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!
Argh~~!!!!
Dun feel like sleepin anymore!!!!!
Hahahaha =x
I noe it wont happened bt plz lah....
stop tiz creepy dreams!
Urgh~~!!!

4 u guys info,
i wont tel wat dream la...
hahahha :p

Huny Hannah :)

2009-08-28T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hey Hannah!!!
Sry 4 d late late late wish!!!!!!
Totally 4get u're b'day!!!
SO SO SUPER SORRY!!!!!!!
Hahahha... :p
Newayz....
Still gona wish u~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL!!!!
Sweet 17th yah :)
Stay hawt!!
Loads of love for u mwhahhhhhhhh~~~~~!!!!!!!!

Tiz is sum of our memories~~~
Tiz gal i noe her since primary skul n till now we're still frens n i do appreciate her :)
Hope our relationship will remain d same till d very end.
Hope u like it~~ :))))))

ps....our friendship will never end :)

WOAH!!!!!

2009-08-04T07:05:00.000-07:00

AT LAST!
I freakin pass my driving exam...!!
Afta all d hard work n so muc $ spending....
At last can gt my precious P License...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wee~~~~~~~~
Hehehehhe!!!!!!!
Hapy n syok btl!!!!!!

Nt showin off ah...bt kembang oni....
nyek3!!!!!! :p

Depressed?

2009-08-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

I just duno why tiz mornin,
i have this weird feelings which affect my whole day for being moodlez.
I rily duno wat 2 say,
if u be wit sum1,
does that means that u have to give ur luv1 everything dey ask for?
Even the things that u noe afta u gave dem,in return..we ourself will sure get hurt.
I dont noe lah.
I thought in a relationship,
if u love tat person,
u'll neva get bored wit tat person but be more closer 2 dem?
A couple be together cuz both of dem attract each other.
But how come afta tat,
1 of dem wil get bored?
Y do dey nid freedom or space?
Do either one of dem being suc a annoyin person of kip buggin their partner?
I dont know.
I'll neva get bored or get irritate by the one i love.
The things which is always in my mind is him.
Just him!
I just hope tat out relationship will be better n I can spend every second juz wit him.
Haish.
But who cares.
Tat is just me.
Not him.
So anythin la.

Family day.

2009-08-02T05:40:00.000-07:00

Family means everythin mah ryt....
So mestilah ada family day kan....?
So as u noe....
for goin a historical place which wont spend muc money n can buy loads of cheap stuff*bt i dun tink so,we spend like almoz 1k there* n most important a place which free from all those city kinds of feelings,
best place my dad can tink of is MELAKA.......
swt!
So early mornin go ther...reach there afternun...
go take pics*my dad's fav job*
hahaha...
n go shoppin at dataran pahlawan....
thn makan...walk....makan...walk....makan......
swt....
tat day gain weight like hell man!!!!!
Hahahah....
Lazy 1 talk muc....picha wil mean everythings :)

Allister b'day!

2009-08-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

Special green post for my green fren..allister!
Hehehehe!!!!

Sumore wat can i say....
Neva had tiz in my life.....
A 'GREEN PARTY'!!!!!!!
Hhahahahaha XD
Quite fun though....
D bufday boy hope most of us 2 wear green top 2 his party so 4 makin him hapy...few of us wear green 2 his b'day :)
N we actually luks like 1 bunch of green freakkkkk!
Hhahahaha....
Bt quite cool though :)
Before tat went to ariel's b'day thn we took some picz there....
U noe wat...
we actually blend wit ariel's lovely greeeenieee garden :)
Hahahaha XD
Check it out~~~~~~~
SEE!!!!!
Hahahha...
Tats wat i mean GREEN!!!!!!!!!!
Bt actually i luv green to...
at least gud for our eyes rite?
Haahahhaha!!!!!!

Thn we have rily loads of fun there.....
N thx 4 d luvly food....

Oh....
thx david 4 fetchin us here n there too!!!!!
Hehehehe !!!!!!!!

Taggy thing by Cherish

2009-08-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

Afta readin tat....hv a break lah by readin all tiz taggy thing.... :D

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

Dear ________(the last person who left a comment on your blog/journal/chatbox): I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ . ___12___, -Your name-

Fill in the blanks with choices of answers as below:
1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue- Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is over
White- I'll join the monastery
Black- I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Hate your guts
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing
Hot chocolate - rash
Eggplant- fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
* * * * *

Dear Chun Hoe: I don't really know how to tell you this, but our horoscope doesn't match. I think I realized it that night in your camping car and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning how awful I've felt to you, but I'll keep your criminal record as a memory. You should also know that I hate your guts a new life as a clone.Good luck on your short-term leave from jail, -Yee Kha-

Hahahahha XD
I noe tiz juz make no sense btis a taggy thing...
So juz try n hv fun wit it....
Harap2 i'll put a smile on u guys face =D
Btw,cch dun marah...
i main2 saje...
wat i wrote is from d result geh...
hehehhe!!!!

Sunway rockzz!!!

2009-08-02T04:51:00.000-07:00

Tiz post rily canot missed it...
Hahahahaha XD
Cuz tiz post wil be my special 1st post bout me n my bf...
Hahahha XD
Okayh...
*cut cut cut*
lemme make it simple....
Laz friday,NITE....
me,weeliam,hong sheng n david went to sunway to buy present 4 allister la....
Thn 1st we go makan at RM Cafe....
i noe it sounded ermmmmmmmm........
bt d food there waz actually blh tahan :)
Thn afta tat.....
we go shoppin 2 luk 4 alli b'day present....
obviously sumtin wit GREEN lah...rite allister?
Hahahaha :P
Thn tiz HS n david kip askin me n weeliam walk infront of dem....
I gues dey'll ditch us anytime...
so wtv lah cuz who cares :P
Bt wat he gt afta d outin.... is..........

Now only i noe dey both work 4 d paparazzi company...*part time job i gues :P*

Bt still luv tat pic la though....
Thn went in to T.L n bought sumtin to alli....
N thn afta tat choose wallet for my darlin lah :)
Hope u like it yah :)
Hehehehe...
Luv u lots!!!!
Thn wen we're choosin...
Those 'paparazzi' juz cant stop takin pics of us both...
Hahahahha!
Jeluz izit? :p

Bt quite sweet oso rite?LOL.

Okayh la....
Credits to u both!
Hehehehehe!!!!!
Thn afta tat go watch movie without HS...
Harry Porter...
Tat movie waz totally speechlez....
dun even no wat dey talkin about....
*for some people....like wn n ron...dun tink senget ah!*
Hahahaha!
Serious lah!
U guyz go watch lah.....
thn u'll undersatan :D
Bt og course hv a sweet time wit my baby la...
Hehehehe!
So laz....
reach home at ard 1a.m....
nex thing is.....gt SCREWED by my mum KAU KAU!!!!!
*speechlezzzzz much*

ps:better appreciate ur present alli...we spend loads of time choosin it tau!c...i gt screwed sumore....hahahaha!!! newayz...i gues u'll appreciate it cuz u kip showin off ur wallet in skul like a mad fella.....hahahah!!!!!!! happy tat u love it :D

I'm backkk =D

2009-08-02T03:50:00.000-07:00

Super duper sry for lettin u all to wait....
Sry 4 not postin post lately.....
I'm too bz wit studys*nt rily la* bt 100% is tuition...
hahaha....
until i myself oso canot tahan...
Hahahhaha!!
So....
i'll post few post afta tiz yah...
Luv you guyz loads!!!!!!!

My lovely hunn =)

2009-07-17T04:33:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 17th B'day to my darling Ariel :D!!
Wish u all d best in all u do n stay cool as u are :)
She's d gal i met in f2,until nw we still so close 2 each other
n we still hv tiz bonding.. :)
She's my rily funy fren,n i can buly her by ejek-ing her...
*speechlez*

Today is ariel's b'day,so me,cherish,glo n hema bought her a cupcake cake..
Hahahha XD
Is quite cute n special though.
Check it out !

ok fine,kah heng n ariel herself ate sum of it :P
newayz....
afta blowing cake...
we mix wit pbsm people *actually we hv our own fun*,
we took their flour n water to play..
syok sendiri jer...
hahaha :P
thn my head,gosh,can make bread there...
become dough ady =.=
haish....
4gt took a pic of it....
anyway...its still a fun day lah..
rite ariel?? :P

Outin afta serious lecture?

2009-07-04T18:52:00.000-07:00

Open day last friday,ntg much bout tat but juz
gettin too much lecture from my mum,
n our class teacher pn.noraliza *dun rily noe hw 2 spell her name*.
Anywat,she's so freakin fake,show her fakin smiley face 2 my mum.
Wtf man?!
To us while teachin,ok fine,not juz teachin but all the time,
her face is like as though all of us killed her husband.
Shit u for actin so GOOD in front of my mum.
Woman!Ur actin skills sucksss hell!
Afta tat,wat can i say sumore....LECTUREEEE....... *cotton buds in the ear* :)

Anywho,
me n ariel went to sunway afta tat.
We both freakin hv fun there.
We actually gt to watch transformers there...weyh,u noe
how hard izit to but the transformers ticket now?
Hahahahaha XD
Thn2 we go forever 21,me crazy there,tryin all d funky type of shades :p
Thn go play basketball at arcade,
serious ariel,we both luks like crazy tat time!!
Hahahha XD
We kip changin tokens to beat the high score *mmg childish giler*
Thn go makan at J.CO whcih afta tat gt buggin by a stupid boy.
Come to us n like 'hi,my name is adrian,not alien; n we're like 'heh heh heh *fake laugh* '..
Ask us to donate money n we gila2 kena tipu n like so bodoh gave him 10 bucks n gt a freakin lame sticker with 2 dolphin on it XP *kip tat ariel*
Hahahaha XD
Thn we went padini n i've bought a shades,n i kip askin ariel 2 try n next thing is,she bought it too...hahaha...

Oh,than rily luv u ariel for d bday present....
Luv it weyh :)
C i told rite ariel,no regret afta buyin d eye shadow rite?
Hhaahhaa XD

Here are some pics of us :)

C,dey actually gave us xtra 2 donuts afta we bought half dozen of it =.=

Ariel,dint manage 2 finish it cuz gt distracted by a freakin fly.Hahaha..no offence!

Ariel n me :)

Takin pic in toilet rawks :)
Hahahaa XD
Juz dun ask why :D

NS?

2009-07-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

National Service la obviously.
Dun tel me u duno....PLKN weyh!!!!!!!!
Okayh...*chill chill*...
U noe wat,I NEVA GET D DAMN FREAKIN OFFER TO NS!!!!!!
Dammit!!!!!
I wana go lah....!!!
Wats wit d 'MAAF!Anda tidak dipilih untuk plkn sesi 7/2010'..??!!
*emo-ing*
........
................
......................
............................
..................................
Ok fine,maybe tiz is not d end of d world but ns is cool allrite?!
At least,WE GIRLS,dun hv 2 shave our head bald =p
Hahahahha XD
Sry...no offence!
Neways,NS will be fun i gues,at least we gt 2 like experience those sucky food or open bathing?!
Wth..ok,neway...hahaha!
So.....idk!
I'm still gona wait for d newspaper result...
Theres alwayz a second chance...
Mayb i might gt?
Hahahahhahaha XD

Michael Jackson.

2009-06-26T21:17:00.000-07:00

Haish.
Wat can i say sumore?
He leave d world yesterday.
Although i'm nt d crazy big fan of his bt,
i admit i love his song allrite?
His like d 'King of Pop'!
N his d 1 who created d super awesome cool 'moon walk'!!
I know it's kindaaaaa late to appreciate all ur song but,
U Rocks!
We''ll always miss u :)
Rest in peace.

Haish.

2009-06-23T03:14:00.000-07:00

I know it's not the end of the world
but
i just feel like i'm a big LOSER :(
Freakin darn sad 2 fail it.

Drivin test.

2009-06-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

U noe wat?
1 word is enough 2 explain everythin.
FAIL!!!!!!

Wtf la =/
Tat stupid car stop at d roundabout.
Fine,maybe is my fault but,
y dun u giv me a damn chance!!!
Dammit!

Soon have to go re-sit for d exam n,
i have 2 freakin pay 150 bucks 4 it.
N 4 renew-ing my license,40 bucks again!
Total 190 bucks!!!

D most shitty day ever :'(

2009-06-20T03:59:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheeks or forehead will do =D

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Dont want tuition can ah? XP

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
My sis n step sis =)

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Erm,in what way u 1? =p (u'll neva noe whether i'm still in a gud condition ryt?)

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Oi!I lack of blood lah!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yeah...alot actually =)

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Of course no!

8. What does your last text message say?
Hey,borin,1 die,wat u doin?? =p

9. What are you thinking about right now?
U noe =D (duno means padan muka =ppppppp )

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Yea...plg best means terus throw a party =@

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 am?hahaha...serious!tepat2!!

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Kitschen,sunway =)

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Totally ya.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Winnie.

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.
1.William
2. Winnie
3. Gloria
4. Chun Hoe
5. Ching yee
6.Ronald
7. Ariel
8.Cherish
9.Wilson
10.Steven

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
D whole world noes...RONALD!

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female.

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be good?
Wat?!Best fren n boy fren?

18. What is no.1 studying?
His x-box,psp n handphone?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Some just,some few days ago =p

20. Is no.4 single?
Erm...ask him urself xp

21. Say something about no.2
She ah...erm...ronald's belonging =D

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
Oh SHIAT!God noes!

23. Describe no.9..
My far far away fren.Hahahha XD (1 year oso duno can c him once anot =p)

24 . What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
Hahahhaa...not in a million years.

25 . Do you like no.8?
Aww...my beloved MAK CIK!!! Nyahahaha XD

Not.Givin.Up

2009-06-16T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sucky results!
Cannot be accepted!
Gona try it harder!
Try my best 4 d next challenge!
NOT GIVIN UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sniff sniff*

Crazy people wit crazy stuff?

2009-06-12T03:09:00.000-07:00

Weirdos =.=

Me n glo

Wn n MY BEAR!

Glo wit curled hair.

[SPEECHLEZ]

Crazyness!

d 3 of us..

Wat do u tink? =p

Wn n glo.

c hw fair i am =)

Ma houseeee =)

Attention =)

2009-06-10T18:42:00.000-07:00

If u r interested in all those cute2 things,
just go 2 the right column where
theres this thing under my links.
"Something Special" corner.
Go to the 'secret closet' blog.
If u're interested with the things,tel me allritez?
Thx!

THX 4 SPENDIN U'RE TIME TO VIEW IT!!! =D

Holidayz?

2009-06-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

Do u guyz rily understan wat is holidayz??
Arghhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~
Holidayz should be goin out everyday wit frens and bz until no time to update the blog.
But sumhw i stil sit here n thinkin wat 2 update my blog.
Wth....
I stay at home like hell borin!
I thought we should like enjoy our holidayz time before SPM gettin nearer?
Fark lah!
Ahhhhhhhh =X
Afta d prefect camp...
I rily out of idea goin anywher wit frens...
Stupid lah,stay at home like an idiotic fella.
Argh!
1 go out mum let but than no transport pulak.
Uselezzzzz betul!
Anywho...
Wish u guyz happy holidayz lah ;D

ps:still will giggle whenever i tink bout d camp thing =D

Never.Ever.Forget

2009-06-01T22:52:00.000-07:00

I realise my life is super full of kemudahan..
Ever since i came bak from d pengawas camp in taman pertanian,shah alam.
I've seriously learn alot of stuff there!
I'm rily rily (x infinity) miss d camp n dun rily feel like cumin bak =p
Now u noe hw fun it is!!!

1st day >
We leave d skul ard 8 thn reach there ard 8++...
They arrange us into groups wher i ended up in group 2 eventually.
So thn tuan fareez start 2 lyk gv out brieffing..
wat we should n should not do.
N he actually like 'kalau malam nampak benda yg x kenal,jgn pegi tegur tau.Mana tau benda tu apa.'
Wtf...hahaha!
Wana scare us thn say oni lah...ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! =x
Thn durin sitin there...jia hau chips actually gt steal by freakin red butts monkey..hahaha!!
Thn2 we find our member for d dom thing n laz we gt 14 people in 1 freakin dom!
Tat waz super shitty where...WE HAVE 2 SHARE D FREAKIN TOILET WITH 14 OF US!!
N u noe wat,tat toilet is freakin...yuck!
Ariel actually saw a big lizard with black n white strips on it! *gross*
Thn afta tat we go makan,d food waz ok lah,cook by d faci's...
4 a guy cookin,quite ok ady lah...
bt 1 thing vr argh is...1 time makan 500 bucks!
Each group dey gave 5000 thn everytime eat muz pay...
so we muz earn money by helpin,answerin deir ques,bein jujur n stuff.
Thn activities start n i gt 2 noe more frens n be more close 2 dem *neva 4get d funy vishan n shahvelan*
Thn at nite gt night walk where 1st we tink is super scary...
dey let us go 1 by 1 by walkin at d forest n with 1 candle...
thn d faci's will scare us which we dun find it fun..it's freakin hell scary!!!!!!!!!
Macam hantu jerrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahah XD
1 of dem blow off my candle bt i'm nt tat scare cuz i noe is dem i actually heard thm laughing n like 'shhh,dah datang weyh'...=.=
Thn afta tat chat wit abang amin n kamarul *d bez faci's :) *
Ended it wit sleepin at 2.30++...
Damn tired!!!

2nd day >
Woke up super late n too many people in d dom...
So ended up late kumpul n kena denda by d faci's...
Sweep d floor =.= (thx god it is not tat dirty lah)
Thn afta tat join d senaman loh...
Which conduct by abang kamarul...
CHICKEN DANCE!!!!! *sounds weird bt i seriously miss it!!!!!!! I wana do it everydayyy!!!*
Thn afta tat go swimming n kayak :)
Super fun....!!!!!!!!!!
1st dey say swim in d pond thn muz wear shoe n socks in cuz if not 'kalau u rendam kaki dlm x pakai apa,saya takut lepas u angkat kaki u kluar tu tinggal tulang jer'...
We're like '.........' thn all wear socks n shoes...!!!!!!
Wen reach there...d pond dey said is actually a freakin bim SWIMMING POOL!!!!!!!
WTH!!!!!!
Hahahahahha.....we're like awwwww..........clean water!!!!!!!
Teach us hw 2 float on water n swim....
I oni learn 2 float n duno hw 2 swim...
I noe i'm lame...argh!!!!!!
Oh yar..neva 4gt is...abang amin try 2 throw d stick 2 d monkeys wit red butts n it actually attack us by chasin n wana eat him...n u now wat..his d 1st 1 who ran away!Swt!
Afta tat go bak super tired,take bath....
Tiz time i took my bath at d toilet which is 1km away from our dom...
Is nt tat i crazy duwan take bath in d dom bt SUM USELEZ PEOPLE nt bein cooperate n complain like hell much...
N we juz cant stand their shit ass attitude!
But d toilet awam is like so darn clean bt cant lock lah...*tats y is clean*... =.=
All thx 2 abang amin n kamarul cuz tel us 2 take our bath there....
So ended up we're d earliest people kumpul at d dewan...nyahahaha xp
Thn abang amin ask tiz thing where wat kambing lompat over d pagar by doin his finger sign n hw many kambing cross over d pagar...
Which i duno wats his doin...n cant figure out d ans...
Haiz.....he still havent teach us how 2 do!
Thn malam persembahan.....!!!!!
Our group not bad lah...quite satiesfied wit it :D
Emily's group drama is d bez....awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thn gt 1000 bucks wit it :)
Thn tidur~~~~~

3rd day >
U noe wat....?
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOIN HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WANA STAY THERE!!!!!!!!!!!
I MISS D FACI'S!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOBZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

As usual wake up in d mornin which i'm quite early... :)
Thn chicken dance n macarena n vishan punya dance...hahaha! *funy*
Thn we play tiz pass msg game,wat 'kakakku kata,kaki kakakku kaku,kuku kakakku kat kaki kakkaku,............................." i 4get =p
Thn end time wit weird stuf...hahahah!!
Thn, abang amin ask us form 1 creative n tall building with poker cards....!
I tel u...hell hard!
We run out of ideas so juz do pyramid....
Leyi's gang form dubai's building...damn cunted i tel u!
Thn among 8 groups,our group is d lowest building bt somehow....WE GET 1ST!!!!!!!!
Cuz we neva use salo tape :)
WEE~~~~~~~~~~
He said our 1 paling kukuh...true wat!
So gt 2000 BUCKS!!!
Muhaahahhahaha......syok giler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At 1st i thought we lose...so emo-ing there...
Thn sudenly win...i juz burst out laughing n cant stop smiling n tat abang amin n kamarul like 'tadi nak nangis,skrang hapy pulak...ish ish ish!'....hahahha XD
Thn laz thing say wana denda us cuz cant pass d passing msg game...so ask us 2 use everything we have 2 form a long line.....which i actually put my real money on d floor n pull out my pants rubber string....argh *abang amin..u beter ganti 1 pants 4 me tau* nyahahaha!
Thn we went 4 flying fox!!!!!!!!
Super cool!!!!!!!!
AWWWW!!!!!!!!
Neva try it in my life...................!!!!!!!!!!!
At 1st d 2 1st person injured cuz kena d cement thingy *dangerous n thx god i'm nt d 1st 1 though*
Afta tat they cover d cement thing with life jacket~~
So everything safe.
Thn balik pack stuff kumpul dewan thn few people gt present n i still dun understan y our group neva gt hamper...!
I tink our money is more thn other group wat...bt who cares lah...ryt?
Hamper oni ma...nt duit ryt? =p
So yeah...
Gona go bak now...
Say bye 2 all d faci's...
I'm gona cry weyh tat time...shhhh...!

ps...abang kamarul n 1 more tall abang which i duno his name,dey thought i'm kit ying f5 laz year...swt much!Dey like 'eyh...u adik kit ying ahh...?' .Thn dey start calling me ying...wth!!!!!Bt at last kamarul cal me yeekha lah...bt somehow kip terbalik it..so ended up khayee...argh!!!!!I 'm like 'abang...INGAT NAMA SAYA TAU!!!!!' .....his like'ye ye...yee kha *smiling* ' hehehe!
Abang amin...wana c u're tunang pics!!!!!! Bluek =p.... n abang yg tinggi tu....jgn panggil saya ying lagi!Hahahaha!Miss u guyz alots...especially abang amin n kamarul...(who alwayz like 2 buly me n take my money...hahaha)

Our memories will neva ever fade awayyyyyyyy :D

Cikguuuuuuuu la =p

2009-05-29T03:24:00.000-07:00

Hmph~
Actually teacher's day is like last week i gues...
Juz cuz of our mid year term...
Dey delay it til 2day.
So..
Juz wana wish all the teachers,
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAYYYYY :)

Thx 4 teachin us..
Thx 4 u're guidance..
Thx 4 u're erm..scoldness?
Thx 4 u're rudeness..*singam*
Thx 4 u're shitness..*class teacher*
Thx 4 u're 38ness..*chem teacher*
Thx 4 u're boringness..*phy teacher*
Thx 4 u're kindness..*bm teacher*
Thx 4 u're gengness! *pn.chong*
Thx 4 u're babyness.. *pn.muhizza*
Thx 4 u're knowledge =D

Thx 4 wastin time wit us n of course stand our noisyness,lazyness n playfullness lah~!
Sry if we've did anything tat made u angry! *bt sum teacher deserve it =p*

So yeah...
Cikgu meangajar,kita dapat ilmu.
Cikgu tidak mengajar,kita pun...alah..tahu2 saje lah =p

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Ok...
Enough thx-ing all these teachers.
Lets talk about all d events 2day.

1st d perhimpunan...
*crap crap crap*
Thn cm's d activities,
Sukan thing thn water balloon..
D teachers all actually vr talented wat.
Nt bad huh?
Cikgu kita maju ni =p
Thn saw pn.minna playing water balloon n she actually jump!
Wth!
I noe i sounded super bad bt i've neva seen her do tat in my life so...let me lah!
Hahahaha XD
Anyway she kinda cute oso lah...
=p

K thn watch performance by students...
Aww...
Sum1 is playing guitar...
Ahhhhhhhhh.....
So sweet n super nice...
*i gues i should stop here b4 gt complain by people =p*
Bt rily awesome...!
Great show yah :)

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Afta everything end...
Wl,wn,ron,vin...thn vic....
Cm 2 my house..
Watch d horror movie wn brought...
She said it waz super scary...
Bt somehw...
I kip fast forwardin it n oni c tat ghost like 4 1 min thn d show end ady?
Wat do u tink??
Scary ryt??!! *bein sarcastic*
Hahahaha...
Wn...dun angry...i waz juz jk...
Thn ron brought tiz video type of movie name 'jackass'..
I tel u...
Super sickkkkkkkkkk!!!!!
Bt coollllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Thn2 we go play hotel 626 bt fail cuz comp jam...
So watch x-men wolverine...
Thn c him playin guitar again...
Aww~~~~~~~sweet!
Thn gt 2 spend time wit him...
Wee~~~~~
Nyahahaha XD
*hyper much*

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The end ;)

Buh-bye Mid Term =D

2009-05-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

U noe wat...
Mid term exam is over!!!!!!
WOOHOO~~~~~!!!!!!!!
But somehow....
THIS MEANS WE'RE CLOSER TO SPM NOW!
Damn it!
*mumbling*
Bt who cares rite?
We're gona to have fun like there's no tomorrow for this whole holiday =D
So...
holidayz,here i comeeee =)

ps...gona attend for prefect camp =.= *lazy*
thn driving test...haish...hope i pass!
thn everythin wil be super fine XP

Damn.U.Add Maths!

2009-05-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

My WEAKEST subject among all!
Today's a.maths paper is so so darn hard!
Especially paper 2.
Time aint enough n seriously,i juz stare at it n doin ntg!
WTF =/
Once i see those question,
i noe myself ady fail n tat's super guarantee!
Woo woo~~
Freakin marks alwiz make my record book cacat!
Hate tiz subject but somehow,
i'm gona screw tiz subject until i freakin pass it!!!
*rawrrrr*

[Tagged Question]

2009-05-23T03:44:00.000-07:00

01.Do u think tat after break up .. both of u still can be frenz wit ur ex ??
Common sense...i'm talkin wit my ex now...wat u tink?

02.Wat u hope to get from ur frenz (x included lover)
Hmph...her sweet =) *wn..rememba our dealin*

03.wat u cant tahan about urself
Sum freakin bad words tat sumtyms i cant ctrl.. *gud girls gone bad*

04.when u meet the ppl u like . u will confess or juz keep in ur heart ?
Depends on hw muc u luv tat person!

05.Wat r u hoping now ?
Kerajaan cancel SPM for no reason =D

06.think ur life is comfortable now ?
Hmph....no..cuz add maths papers cumin! *i'm so dead*

07.wat kind of boy/gal u like ?
U noe~ D kind which can tahan my attitude/sensitiveness or most important..super sincere =D *ily =p*

12.Do u hate sumone be 4 , why ?
Duh...every1 sure got lah...wat kind of shitty question is tiz??! *who set 1??mau cari gaduh ahh??!* XP

13.Wat kind of life u wan , after 10 years ?
Sweeter life =)

15.If kena loteri about 3million , how u spend the money ?
Gud question!U wil be c-ing me stayin in a super gigantic house wif sports car =D *4 my frenz...shopin i belanja =)* wee~~~~~

16.where u hope to having ur marriage ?!!
Sumwhere romantic~ *nt mamak ah wn*

Thn nw i realize....tiz whole thing where gt 16 questions??
Missing alot of number weyh....!!!!!
Babi giler!

Last time driving lesson~~

2009-05-22T00:47:00.000-07:00

Today is d laz time 4 my drivin lesson...
Afta tiz....
I'm goin for QTI exam n JPJ exam...
Afta i pass...
I'll gt a P license....
Hehehehe...
If fail....
Thn pay 800++ again...
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So wish me luck lah heh.
Hehehehehe!!!
If i pass ady...
I fetch u guyz pergi shoppin eyh...
=p

~Thx~

2009-05-22T00:05:00.000-07:00

Rily wana thx wn alot bout d touchin post...
Thx 4 hinting him...
Bt i gues he wont do anything from there...
Ok...
Maybe 1 or 2....
Bt confirmly...
NOT ALL!!!!!!!!!
Argh!!!!!
Newayz....
Luv u lotz lah gal....

ps...sry din go skul ah...on friday...cuz....
1st:mau tidur..
2nd:mau gv u n ur ahem private...
3rd:gv u n gloria bonding...
nyahahha XD

I.HATE.U

2009-05-17T02:40:00.000-07:00

I hate when u smile at me
because
you make me crazy about you...
I hate when you talk to me
because
you make me run out of words...
I hate you when i see you
because
you make me love you more!

[MemoriesSs]

2009-05-17T00:22:00.000-07:00

Since i'm gettin crazy for memorizin moral stuff....

Decided 2 do sumtin rily special now....
I sort of miss my old skul frens which sum i've neva see them since a long time!
I wonder when oni we can gather once again n go out 2 gether =)
Tiz are sum pics of us when we're still young..
=p

In primary skul *ignore my shitty luks!*

Cute n adorable? =p

Miss her so so super darn muc =D

Su Xin's b'day partay!

Old skul super bestieyy XP

Amelia.Shu-Yi.Suet Yee

Ee Ling's b'day =)

Amelia.Shu-Yi.Li Ginn =D

Amy,Sy,Lg,El~~

My b'day (sweet 13 =p)

D closest old skul bestie =DDD

PS ... Rily miss d old times lotz....Hope we still can contact each other in d cumin days =)
Nothing last forever but frens do!

[Fire burnin]

2009-05-15T03:29:00.000-07:00

Sry ahh...
I'm so not gona 2 talk bout sean kingston new songs aite.
D fire burnin i meant is...
I'm rily so so darn angry wit stuff...
Damn angry wit tiz 2 shit ass lah...
*nt gona mention y n who*
argh!
Piece of shit!!!!!!!!!
Neva do netin thn gt blame...
Fuck off =/

3rd lesson of driving~

2009-05-14T02:32:00.000-07:00

2day driving loh....
Sumore in d week of exam...
bt who cares lah....
Both oso important...
SO.......................driving skul here i cm =)

Kayh...
2day i'm kinda satiesfied with my drivings =)
Even teacher oso sort of thumbs up!
Hahahaha! XD
Damn syok....

Last week do d slope thingy...
kip fail n x jadi....
Bt 2day....
PASS =D
Nyek nyek nyek!
Syokkkkkkkkk gilerrrr!!!!!!!
Thn learn 3 pointed parking...
Nt rily gud bt ok oso lah....
So total up...
BAIK! =D

D most excitin is teacher let me drive bak home 2day lu....
Kinda easy bt super dangerous!
So......
who cares....
soon i'm gona b a pro....

ps:2 my frens...u guyz better learn driving fast...i'm gona 2 lan c u guyz...hahaha!!!!!Nt 2 show off bt...hahaha...afta u pro adyz...u sur will be same like me =)

Nt d study type~~

2009-05-11T00:25:00.000-07:00

Study study study....
Will rily freakin kill us 2 death of boredom...
Sumore 1 me 2 study 4 d whole day?
No wayyyyyy!!!!!!
Who cares bout sej...
Shitttt subject!!!!!!!
Hahahahha XD

So i decided 2 do my fav thing so tat i wont turn into a nerd =D
Check tiz out....

Self shot in d middle of d nite :::

Retarded?Nyahaha =p

Took tiz ard 1 a.m++
Rily insane ryt?

Thn thn go down on9 chat wit my step sis ::::

Hahahaha XD
speechlez sial!

However...
Still gona wish u guyz...
GOOD LUCK FOR D EXAM!!!!!!!! =D

AHH~~!

2009-05-10T23:45:00.000-07:00

Winnie!
Dun angry wit me aite...
Sry neva go 2 skul n accompany u...
cuz rily gt 2 study at home...
Haish...
Hope u understan loh....

Kiwi?

2009-05-10T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hahahhaa...
Winnie should noe bout tiz...
Newayz....

Gona start a new life..
New day...
New boyfren =)

Luv u lotz eh... =p

H . M . D~~

2009-05-10T00:37:00.001-07:00

Ala...
Simple thing....
Todays date....10th May....
Sumore apa?
Mother's Day lah....
If duno means ah...
Uselez lah u....
Can juz go jump off from d building =)

Kayh...
Gona make it simple....
Wish all d mothers~~~
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!

Especially my own lovely mumy =D
Thx 4 guidin me n take care of me...
Sry if i've did anything tat makes u wana cekik me... =p
Thn i'll try my best 2 b a gudddd gal =p
N erm stay pretty n young 4eva lah~~

I Love You Mummy~~~!!!!!!!!!

So.not.in.the.mood

2009-05-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhh.......
Duno y so moodlez....

Bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh
bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh bodoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazy me......
=.=
Exam fever....
Still on9...
Tak takut mati.......

TIRED!!!
SWT!!!
MOODLEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn i sound crazy!
=.=

2nd lesson of driving~

2009-05-07T07:55:00.000-07:00

Freakin crazy lah 2day....
Drive for 3 hrs again....~~
Muscle damn pain...!!

Driving time lagi giler....
Hand/Arm crammmpppp!!!!!!!
Cuz hold d stearing for too long....
Kaki kiri pun cramp....
Cuz press clutch 4 like 3 hrs........
Babi giler!!!!!!
I duwan 2 learn ady lah.....!!!!

Naik bukit is so freakin hard until tat teacher say i no nid 2 learn 1st...
Learn in d nex lesson...
Haiz.......
Wat can i do...
I duno means duno lah.......!!!!!!!!!
So disapointed of myself!!!!!!!!!
T.T

So juz drive ard n learn d parallel parkin *d suffer part*
I nid 2 like turn d stearing for hw many freakin times....
DAMN!!!!!!!!
It's totally killin me.....!!!!!!!!!!
I tink i'm like kinda canot feel my hand...
=p

Now left 4 hrs drivin....
Thn go exam...
U tink i can pass ahhh?!
If can means miracle loh....

Oh yar...
Sumore i drive slow tutor said i lembap...
Thn i drive fast...
He say i wana go lumba haram...
Mother tuttttttttttt..........
U should praise me man!!!
XP

Happy Pedo Day =.=

2009-05-06T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahha XD
Wat i wana say is actually
HAPPY BUFDAY YAH GREEN NOOB!!!!!!!
Sry 4 neva wish u once i go 2 skul cuz i actually 4gt 2day is ur big day...
Hahahah...
I noe u've remindin me bout ur b'day few dayz ago...
Memory sesat sikit yah...
Newayz newayz...
Sumore wat can i say...
Damn yeng loh....
Cuz u actually confess 2 her infront of so many people...
Vr less guy can do tat loh... =.=
I gues tiz is d bez thing i've seen u did gua...
Hahahaha...
Dun angry..juz jk =)

So last.....
Wish u again........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D

ps...hope she'll accept u 4 u're sincereness n braveness ooo~~~~

Damn!

2009-05-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

Today...
Truth or dare...
Haiz...
Damn malu man....
Duno where to hide my face adyz...
=.='''
Did sumtin realy embarassed...
Sumore in front of every1!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gues if i dun talk muc bout d game...
My kepo frens wil also write all d news bout me in their own blog...
Rite winnie??
Hahahahha XD
No offence lah k....

Argh.......
Disaster but quite happy lah...
Nyahahahha !!
=p

So not study-ing

2009-05-02T22:34:00.000-07:00

I guess every1 study-ing now cuz......
Mid Year Terms is cumin!!!!!!!!!
Wada!!!
Sini baru finish march thn mid year cumin...
Ala....
Y lah skul crated exam??!!
Y lah kerajaan created SPM??!!
WTF betul lah =/
Although exam is cumin...
I dun feel like studyin...
Argh....
Now kip forcin myself 2 study...!!
Wen wana study...
My mum ask me go sunway shoppin with her...
Haish...
Wat can i say 2 her??
'Let's go babeyh!!'
Wee~~~~~
Tel u wat....
NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!

[No Shop No Life] *stick wit it weyh =p*

Exam urm....
Later lah =D

Angry + Emo = Angmo?

2009-05-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

Weyh...
Dun blame me 4 d weird tittle...
I'm seriously runnin out of tittle lah....
Ishhhhhh =/

Okayhz...
Anywayz....
2day sumtin make me feel like killin sumbody....
I rily damn angry with it lah...!!!!!
I'm tryin 2 run away from 'sumtin' bout this fella make me goin closer 2 d 'sumtin'..
D people who involve tahu2-lah siapa...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thn tiz thing makes me emo....
Cuz tiz person betray me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T.T
Nw i vr insecure liao....
Sob sob......
Vr bad mood oso.....

Rily WTF lah 2day....
Tats y i named 2day as d Angmo Day!!!!!!!!!
XP

Dedicated to u both

2009-05-01T08:07:00.000-07:00

No pain No gain....
Accept the pain,
future will be fruitful...
So face the pain,
for the pain you face,
there will be definitely happiness ahead.

Hope tat wn n ron wil be happy from now on....
Lotz of supports... =D

Real or Fake?

2009-05-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

Izit d true tat wat all my fren have told me lately?
Or dey juz 1 2 help me n make me happy?
Cuz i realize tat wateva dey said bout him is all cumin out from their mouth...
Is nt from d 1 i wana him 2 tell...
Is all from dem...
So i not sur is real or fake...
Rily confuse nw....
Haish!!!!
I juz duwan cuz of sumtin thn spoild our relationship...
I rather be frens so tat i can talk 2 him everyday
thn ignorin each other like nobody business!!!!!!!
I hope everythin will be fine n hope tat everythin tat i wished is wat he wishes 2...
I neva 1 2 force or anythin...
So yeah....

----------------------------------------------

For cent~~

Thx 4 all ur advises especially tat piece of so called long essay n d post u gave n wrote it 2 me...
Rily do appreciated it...
=D

Wada fish!

2009-04-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

Confusion are all in me..
Haish....
Do i deserve tiz thing?
Is all rily drivin me crazy..

Avoid or shy will oni happen on gals...
I dun tink boy will ba~~
=.=
Totally swt lah..!!!

Sumore exam cumin liao...!!!
I duwan 2 be depress...
All i 1 is juz happiness...!!
Simple thing oso canot get meh??
Disapointed liao...
Woowoo~~~ T.T

Sumore...
Nowadayz...
So many things happen 2 my frens...
Especially glo,winnie,ronald,vincent...
Haiz!
Y lah like tat...

---------------------
glo~~

no matter wat relationship i am...
i'll still teman u de lah...
dun tink so muc loh...
no nid 2 rain de ba...
make me feel so bad.
=.=
---------------------
winnie~~

thx 4 wtv u've did...
cha bo dun count!
haiz...
i'm rily confuse lah...
izit time is all i need?
his 2 shy 2 be brave u noe...
so haiz...
duno lah...
T.T

----------------------

Waitin 4 miracle~~ XP

1st lesson of driving~

2009-04-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahhaha XD
Duno lah....
Juz 2 word 2 describe d whole thing.
COOL and SCARY!!!!!!

At 1st i'm quiet nervous lah cuz i've neva seen my tutor b4...
I duno hw he luks like n most important,duno how's his attitude...!!
I dun wish 2 gt a garang bengang tutor...
Kekekeke!
So...i thought it wil turn out true..
Bt c c...his quite good...
At least he dun shout n no touch2 =p
Bt who noes...
Tiz is juz d 1st lesson....
C c d second lesson i gt hw??
Mati lah..~~!!!

Thn 1st learn 2 play wit d gear loh...
BASIC!
2nd...forward n back....
3rd....same bt a longer distance....
Thn go 2 d road....
Kip rounding d small area...
Last...
Go out 2 d main road...
Tats d scary part i tel u...
SO MANY CARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Normally c my dad n mum drive like so chill...
thought lah gona 2 be easy...
Bt it turns out totally diff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rememba gt 1 time...
Wen turnin d corner 2 main road...
Almost gt accident cuz terlupa break...
Tat tutor oso cemas until 4 gt 2 break...
Accident is juz a lil tiz far 2 happen on us...
Thx god he gt 2 turn d stearing thn save.....
fuh~~~!!!
Thx tutor yah! =D

Thn we rest loh...
Talk 4 a while....
Gt tiz bonding thingy lah...
Nyahahahha XP

Cant rily wait 4 d second lesson eh...!!
=p

ps....tutor say i'm a fast learner leh...wakakakaka!!! *juz wana show off*

[Confusin]

2009-04-21T08:48:00.000-07:00

WTH...
Rily confuse nw...
Should i or should i not...
Totally swt!
Argh!!
Y so many problems 1?!
I gues i should giv up b4 anythin happens...
I dun wish 2 mess up everythin...
So yeah...
Frens is better thn anythin...
So tiz wil be d best decision of myself...

[:::Sports Day:::]

2009-04-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hari ini hari SPORTS DAY~
Untuk SMK Seksyen 4 yg hebat!
Eh eh..
Y bm pulak...??!
Hahahaha XD
Mayb kena sunburn til gilar adyz...

Anywat...
2day sports day kinda tired n frustratin!
Cuz....
Rumah hijau lose!!!!!!!
N d kawat thing which i join...girl guide...oso lose!!!!
WTH!!!!!!!
Pbsm win means i speechless lah...
Cuz every year oso like tat 1 lah!
Bt KRS another 1...
So x semangat oso can win???!!!
U cal tiz fair ahh!?
My foot lah weyh!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X

Newayz...
Kinda hapy 4 vincent lah cuz he gt no.1 in his runnin...
Thn my bro gt no.2 for his green house marching...
Thn can c my danial bro... =)

Ps:Danial bro,y lah u so attractive??U noe who....kip followin u...kakaka!!Nex time rememba..cm skul..dun wear til so macho...hahahha!!! XP

HELP College here we comes

2009-04-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

Today,we have tiz ceramah in tiz HELP College...
As i mention in d previous post lah~~

Okayh...
Newayz....
D speech by all d lecturer were KINDA bored~~
But it does rily help us.
Thn...
We gt tiz lunch...
D food kinda suck bt mayb we're all too hungry...
So we ate like twice =p

Thn in d bus is like kinda fun cuz we're like kinda playin in it n we're all totally enjoyin it !!
Hehehehe =)

Here r sm tit bits XD

Me n gloria obviously =)

Wee Liam,his fon*hahaha*,n hong sheng d pemalu!

Ronald n Winnie~

Wats wif d emoness?!
Chen Shin n Si Yun

Cant help it la weyh!! Haahahaha XD

Retardeness??

My thai bodyguard!

D super cool 5s3*2009* =D

Thn balik skul..
Took a pic wit cherish~~

Told u i super duper love u MAK CIK!!! XD

Oh oh!!
1 more~
Gloria punya super emo pic XP

Kayh...ciaoz =p

[[Picha in Giant]]

2009-04-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

Intro with 4 plates of pizza~~!!
Hahahahaha XD

Thn weeliam n siyun start 2 order =)

Thn we start to take our pic while waitin 4 d food~~

Then afta makan..we go buy our stuff at giants~~Thx weeliam 4 holdin it aite!

The Very End~~~ =D

Giant?

2009-04-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

Okayh...
We're...i mean 5 science 2 & 3 will be goin 2 HELP College 2ml..
So my fren hv decided 2 hv a party there instead of goin there 2 hear d ceramah thingy..
Nyahahahha =p
So end up...
Me,winnie,wee liam n si yun went 2 giant 2 buy our snacks =)
Once we step in giant n arrived d place where dey sell all those snackz...
Me totally gone crazy...
We grab wtv we want like theres no tomorrow...
Hahahaha XD
Only like for a while...
The basket like totally full!!
N k fine...thx weeliam 4 holdin d basket =p

Afta buyin...
We go makan at pizza hut~~
We ordered 4 sets of pizza which is erm...
1 set for per person~~
Tel u...
Once d pizza cm...
We totally like.........
STUNT...
Doin ntg but juz stare at d hell lot pizza on d table...
DAMN!
4 person..4 pizza...
Tats totally nutz...!
Bt u noe wat...
It waz AWESOME oso lah...
Cuz we gt 2 try 4 kinds of diff toppings =)

Ps..thn2 gt lah alot crazy things happen there in d pizza hut...
1.weeliam gt bulied by winnie...
2.weeliam gt bulled again....
3.weeliam forced 2 eat all d chillies...
4.weeliam ............
5.i forced weeliam help me 2 eat my pizza...
seriously...pity weeliam...i mean MOMO(new name 4 weeliam 4 no reason =p)!!
hahahahahahah XD

Kayh2...
Thn we actually took quite lotz of pics...
Bt is all wit winnie...
I'm gona gt it from her 2ml n post it soon...
So wait yeah =)

ps....i dun tink we can manage 2 finish all d snacks...
cuz its like hell loads!
=p

Idiot !!!

2009-04-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

Life means we muz go through all d hard n easy problems~
Bt i go n ruin my life by turnin my minor problem into a hell big serious thing..
I regret...
I noe i'm stupid....
I'm very down right now...
Super down....
Haish.....
I'm so sorry for wat i did...
I din mean it....
I'm juz too burnin pissed tat time....
I hate myself so muc!!!
So so darn muc!!!
Hope tat afta tiz serious thing...
Our relationship will still be d same....

SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!! SORRY !!!

N for d people who spoild my mood...
Plz fuck off alritez?
Dun ever make my life miserable....
U nasty!!!

Satiesfied =)

2009-04-08T07:15:00.000-07:00

Yeahhhh babeyyyhhhh!!!
Just got my license L...
WEE~~~~~ =D
Afta all d 5 n 6 hrs ceramah....(crap lotz lah d penceramah)
Afta d damn hard 50 question undang test...(which i pass =P)
I've gt it!!!!!
Hahahahaha!!!!!!! XD
*takin chill pill...chillaxx(gt advertised from wilz laz time =p...)*
Okayhhhhh.....
Cool downnnnnnn..........
......
.........
...........
...............
...................
........................
............................
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH XD
Still cant control!!!
Damn!!!!!!
Hahahahaha!!!!!!
Darn happy!!!!!!!

WAIT.... =.=
I juz gt license L lah damn...
Nt license P oso...
Shit...
Haishh!!!!!!!
Still nid 2 go through 8hr trainin thn d damn jpj...
ARGHHHHHHH XP

Oh oh~~!!
N u noe wat...
My license d pic.......
SUCKS HELLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I luk like a................*speechlez*
T.T
Hate it =x

ps...newayz....license L...welcome to my life....!!!!!Muahahahahhaa *rico's laugh* XD

SPM??Duhh~~

2009-04-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

Seriously...
U'll neva believe tat we're all actually spm candidates wen u c us playin in the class...
SERIOUS!!!!!
Y muz i lie 2 u...?
C lah...
Whenever there is no teacher in our claz...
We can actually play limbo in d claz...
Do tat sounds way out of ur mind??
Hahahahaha XD
We should be readin or doin our damn revision tat time for spm man...!!!!!
Bt seriosuly...
WHO CARES BOUT SPM IN SKUL...!!!
BALIK RUMAH BARU BUAT REVISION LAH XP

Anyway...
Afta playin d LIMBOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~
We can actually found out who have d softest bone...(i mean d can rily bend till vr low punya...nt cacat ahhhh!!!!)
Weeliam and Steven were d current winner...
Congtatzzzziii!!!
U guyz we're wayyyyy cooler than i thought man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUH~~~~
If i say i terpikat with u both liao thn can ahhh??
Hahahahha XP

Thn other thn limbo...
D boyz can actually take d dustbin n hang it right up at b window n play basketball...
=.='''
Y lah dey so CREATIVEEEE!!!
Hahahahha!!!
I oso wana play bt 2 bad wearing skirt...
Kayh2..
I do sounded crazy sumtyms...
Anywho...
Have fun lah~~~

Life is short..
So appreciated every single moment of it =)

ps....s3(most of dem)+s2(few of dem) can rily become super crazy sumtyms...nyahahha XD

Luv u guyz too bitzz!!
Mwahhhh =)

Boredom

2009-04-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hmph...kinda not in the mood~
Bt somehow still wana blog XP
Yesterday durin skul seriously no mood...
Kinda depressed for no reason lah....(i noe its weird)
Not bout anything...
So yeah....
Anywat...
Today waz rily tired...
Than i hv 2 ulcers on my toungue...
DAMN SHIT!!
Tat seriously hurt...
U'll neva noe d pain man!!!
Hope it cures a.s.a.p =.=
Bored oso lah 2day...
Ntg 2 do....~~~~
WEEKEND WEYH!!!!!!
Should be shoppin out there instead of stayin at home n lyin on d damn bed!
Argh~~~~~~~
Wana shopppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

watch out

2009-04-02T03:54:00.000-07:00

damn u shit ass!
watch ur mouth b4 u giv any complain....
dun tink u're so great yah!
my problem lah wat i wana do...
at least i've done my part...
u dun nid 2 complain so muc!
wtf =/
anti ur nastyyyy attitude =x

NASTY PIECE OF SHIATTTTT!!!!!!!

Try it if u're free enough =D

2009-04-02T03:35:00.000-07:00

Trust me...
U should rily try tiz...
It's kinda true sumtym =)
Tiz is wat i gt afta doin does simple question.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wana try??
Go to tiz web add :

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Aprilll FOOL!!

2009-04-01T06:06:00.000-07:00

Fool U!!!
Damn!!!
Hahahahahha XD
2day darn syok lah~~!!
Fool every1 like theres no tomorrow... XP
No offence k...
Nyahahahha...
Wat 2 do...
2day is april fool lah...
U guyz are meant 2 b foolllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Syok sendiri jer =p
Anywat...
I fool quite lotz of people 2day n gt fooled alotz of times oso!!
Ishhhhh3!!!!
Neva thought tat WEELIAM!!!
U're d 1st 1 who fooled me!!!
Ishhhhhhhh =p
Newayz...
I dun care cuz i fooled u like more thn once!!
Wakakakakkaka XD
Oh oh..thn,
ps...for brandon~~neva thought tat u fell 4 my lame fool ehh??
so u lost ur 2009 fool virgin 2 me adyz....
nyahahahaha!!!
I'm proud tat i fooled u =)
WEE~~~~
Havin lotz of fun on 2009 April fools dayzzzz =))))

So anywho...
Just wish u guyz HAPPY FOOLINZ PEOPLE DAYZZZ!!!
Woohoo~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!
WOOTZZZ =P

SICKIIIKKKK

2009-03-31T03:08:00.000-07:00

Darnnnn!!
Missed my skull 2day...
I aint ponteng ah....
I'm seriously sick!!!
Whole package come 2 me....
Flu,sorethroat,headache,cough,eyes watery!
Weyh...
I hate it lah....
WTF =/
Sudah mau mati ni...
Argh~~~
Who cares....
TIDUR LAH!!! =)

ZzZzZzZzzzzZZZZ........ =P

Oh oh...
I miss u guyz alotz ehh!!!
Gona gt well soon..
Rajin2 eat my medicine =x
Sry yah winnie n glo cuz delay 2 take d claz pic....
Juz cuz i neva go 2 skul...
Luv u both lotzzziii!! xp

[Ewiittt]

2009-03-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

Strange tittle ryt???
Hahahahaha XD
Cuz i rily duno wat to write 4 d tittle...
So yeah...
End up wif tiz super weirddd tittle =p

Anywat...
I waz rily busy yesterday...
So i end up postin tiz post 2day...
Hope yah dun mind eh.. =D

Hmph....
Yesterday waz d EARTH HOUR day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Which i actually MISSED IT!!!!!!!
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XP
Sry yah din join d whole thing~~
I waz out 4 a concert...
So argh...
Rily do regret neva stay at home n spy which house neva off d light...
Hahahahahha XD (i do sounds bad SUMTYM =P)
Sue them!!!!!!!!!!!
Neva love d earth!!!
EARTH DESTROYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ps...sowie ah!my house oso gt on d light =p!weyh,forced 2 cuz no1 at home.

Newayz...
skip skip skip....
nw wana talk bout d CONCERTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My dad brought us 2 FAHRENHEIT concert!!!!!!!!
My goshhh!!!!!
Tat is super duper AWESOMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!
4 of dem waz so hawt!!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially JIRO!!!!!!!!
Dey're rily so different from d picture i've seen...
Their body can juz make u faint =p
1st i like nt so into dem...
Bout afta seeing dem rock in d concert...
I TAKE BACK MY WORDS!!!!
Nyahahahahhah XD
Jiro were rock in elctric guitarz n rapping...
which i tink his d coolest n cutest =p
Thn calvin...I LUV UR BEATBOXING!!!
Ya Lun i seriously luv d way u sing =)
Laz wu chun...ur drum skillz...
CUNTED WEYH!!!!!!!!

Seriously hope tat can c dem again...
URGH~!!!
Neva gt a chance 2 take pic wit dem!!
Wastedddddd!!!!

But anywayz....
U GUYZ ROCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
N thx 4 u guyz who support d earth hours!!!!!!

Chris pine!!!

2009-03-28T01:14:00.000-07:00

Maybe i'm kindaaaaaa outdated...
But who cares...... =p
Ok...
I've juz watch tiz movie in erm starmovies i guess...
memories lost abit..
hehehhe!!
Anywho....
d title 4 tiz movie is 'blind dating'....
U noe wat...
there's tiz main character...
his sooooo cuteeeeeee n handsome!!!!!!!!
His eye waz super adorable....
Seriously!!!
Love him lotz =p!!
Hahahahaha!!!!!!!!!

Neh~~take a look at his pic...
Woots~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Ps...told u i neva lie =p

Woots~

2009-03-24T07:51:00.000-07:00

Damn fobia lah weyh!!
Evryday kena *ahem* by winnie!
Ahhhhhhhhhh XD
T.T
I gt no more secrets can hide from u adyz...
D most deeply d secret...
My ahem d size oso u noe!
SI BIAN TAI!!!!!!!!!! (super pervert)!
Anywho...
Since i hv no private adyz...
Thn i also not afraid of u adyz....
WINNIE...u better watch out woman!!!!!!!
Hahahahahah XD
U'll gona 2 gt it from me n gloria everyday!
ENJOY IT WEYH~~!
WOOTSSSS!!!!!!!!

-freakin sick galz-

Dont give up

2009-03-22T08:12:00.000-07:00

Dude...
Do not give up 4 wat u have failed...
Give up means everything gonna to be end...
Live it n learn it!
Miracle alwiz happen...
So try ur very best starting from now..
N hope tat sum1 will really get touched by u.
I believe in u...
So try ur best deyh!

Sum stuff which tagged by winnie =p

2009-03-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

100 Truths

001. Real name → Vivian Chong Yee kHa
002. Nickname(s)→ Miss Lil.V
003. Zodiac sign → Monkey
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Find me a dictionary =p
007. Middle School → Sk Seksyen 1 Bk
008. High School → Smk Seksyen 4 Bk
009. College School → Ala~~u noe ^^
010. Hair color → Black+brownish
011. Long or short → Long *which i tink i'm gona cut it*
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud sumtyms =)
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Damn! I'm not sure lah~~
016. Drink or Smoke? → Of course....NOT!
017. Do you have a crush on someone? →*secret*
055. Waiting for → My licensce *nyehehehe*
058. Want kids?→ Eh~~my problem lah!Secret man!
059. Want to get married? → Who duwan??Hahaha!
060. Careers in mind → Nt really sur =)

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both *nt askin 4 muc* =p
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both oso =p
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Both oso duwan *non of dem r gud wat* xp

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope
081. Ran away from home → Omg..nop!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Never..
083. Killed somebody → Not gonna do tiz freakin shit man!
084. Broken someone's heart → Dunno =p
085. Been arrested → Nope
087. Cried when someone died → C whos tat person lah =p

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → I guess =D
090. Miracles → 50% 50%
091. Love at first sight → Hmph..not really =p
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → No
094 Tooth Fairy → No
095. Kiss on the first date→ Sure XP

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → *secret*
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Maybe~~
099. Do you believe in God → Totally yes =)

100. Post as 100 truths and tag

ps..winnie~~tag me cuz wana noe more secret izit??nyahahaha XD

URGH!

2009-03-21T04:43:00.000-07:00

Freakin angry now!!!
DAMN U!!!
U tink u're wat..
Vr great izit huh???
Every1 afraid of u??!!
Plz lah kayh~~!!
TAKE AWAY UR SHIT FACE FROM ME!!!

damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn! damn!
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =X

N stop showin d bitchy attidude...
We aint afraid of u bt anti-U!
XD

Anti-Babysit

2009-03-21T01:02:00.000-07:00

Woohoo~~~~~
My mum gona cm bak from her s'pore trip n i'm so totally out of d babysiting thingy!!
Its been 3 dayz i stayed at home n take care of tiz 4 so called 'kidz'...
Hahahahha XD
Damn!!!
Seriously...
Muz like every hr ask dem drink water..eat..sleep..damn!
Bt d respond tat i gt from dem whenever i ask dem do sumtin is ...'okkk lahhhh~~~~~!!!!'....
ARGHHHHHH~~~~~
I dun mean/want to sound auntyishhh man!!
I've been forced too!!!
XP

So nw...
Mum u're bak!!
N i'm gona free from tiz!!!
Uit uit uit~~~!! =p

Bt so wat...
Skul holz gona end soon where i din even enjoy my holz nicely!!!
*freakin burnin*

=p

[Censored]

2009-03-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

Ps...Who dun feel like reading than can juz ignore it.I'm juz releasin my anger~

Fuck U asshole!
If want to get something than try by ur ownself~~!
Dun ask 4 help!!!
Ntg in tiz world is fair!
HATE U BITCH!!!!!!!
Get a life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck off!!!!!!!!!!! =x

L.I.F.E

2009-03-19T10:55:00.000-07:00

Live it Learn it Love it

That's what life is all about =D

Cold night~~

2009-03-19T10:31:00.000-07:00

Tons of things flashin in my mind....
I seriously cant sleep...
I..........
Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Speechlez =.=
I should like juz accept everythin n on d bed rite now...
But~~~~~~~~
*nt revealing*

~~gudluck in everything
~~neva regret
~~happy alwiz
~~aint gonna cry
~~everlasting
~~time erase everything
~~not gona standing in your way
~~love dies

damn!
i sounded so emo...
T.T

sleeppppppppp.......
=p

* Weird *

2009-03-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

Freakin weird lah~~~~~!!!!!!!
Theres tiz person...
ARGHHHHHHHH~~~~!!!!!
Freakin WEIRD n HATE it!!!!!!!!!
Tat person is so f*** up!!!
D attitude is worst than SHIT!
Damn gud in acting!!!
I've rily neva seen tiz kind of people b4 in my life....
Tat person = DEVILLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freakin lie,act,n show sum shit face....
Go to hell lah~~~!!!!!!!

ps...sry 4 nt revealing d name!!

Future~~

2009-03-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

No1 noes wat will happen in d future...
N future are not 4 us 2 predict or discover...
Cuz wtv we've predict...
It'll be sur 100% neva come true...!!!
Tiz is because...
Miracles do happen...
If u dun believe like how i do...
Thn....
U STILL have to try to believe it~~~
Ntg is impossible....

Although u're sad now but who noes u'll have a brighter future nex time =)
So if u can enjoy...
Juz enjoy it...
Things which will make us down put it aside 1st...
Afta enjoy...
Thn oni tink...
Everythin will be alrite n fine...
So..........
Future means let it b future...
Wen d things come oni u care bout it...
If not...
Juz b happy 1st =p

:::...Sunway Trip...::::

2009-03-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

Since every1 is writing it...
I oso juz post it as simple as i can lah =) ......(i guess) =p
So of course d whole was a blast!!
WOAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahahahahah XD
Damn!!!!!!!!!!! XD

I've like done d most scariest thing in my life on tiz day!!
I'm like d oni 1 i gues...who neva ride all tiz freakin crazy thing in my whole life... =p
Bt ok..once i've tried it once...
D 2nd thing i noe is....
I WANNA RIDE IT AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!
Hahahahahaha!!!
Freakin love it!!!!

Pirates revenge,Tomahawk,Roller coaster!!!
I'll be bak n ride u guyz!!!
Hahahahaha XD
Super cool n syokkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love it!!!!!!!!!!!

Thn d wet park....
Oso cool...
I almoz mati lemas cuz i accidently went over d boundary
T.T
I waz actually holdin d float thing while wee liam n glo waz sitin on it...
Float float float...
Thn d nex thing i noe is i cant touch d ground!!!!
I'm like at d 2.2 m height place...
Thn i almoz no strenght 2 hold tat thing =(
Thx god glo pull tat floater 2 d shore...
GLO U SAVE ME!!!!!!!!
Thanx hunny!!!!!!!

Afta everythin went sunway..
Thn took our pic...
Alritez....
Eveythin done....
Balik~~~

Evey1 in d bus like sleeeeepinnnn!
Me,my step sis n vincent waz totally crazy....
We laugh,play n jokes like as though theres no tomorrow!!!!!!
Hahahahahhaah XD
Ps...sry 4 every1 in d bus...cuz we ourself oso realised tat we're rily laughin vr loud =p

Thn reach home........
Makan thn SLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=P