I feel like this blog is gettin more n more emo-ness stuff.
I just dont know why i love to let it out here.
Argh *sigh-ing*
Current track : According to me by Miss Orianthi.
Currently facin supa shitty mood now.
Is it like stayin at home for so long doing ntg and spendin too much attention on the love one?
I thought normally thats a good thing but?
But now turn's like as though i'm very irritatin.
*wtfisgoinonhere*
*carinnlovingnspendinmymaxtimewithhimalsogotproblem?!*
Tell me lah kay,what to do now?
I just need to feel appreciated.
I want U to know how much things that i did and sacrifice to make u happy and to see u.
*iloveyouliketothemaxisthatwrongtoo*
Hope that u realised how i feel.
*thissupaolidayislikeshit*

Silent nite

I'm sad u noe tiz few days!Argh..dun ask why..i feel that every night i feel like cryin n eventually i'll sleep with my tears on.I hate myself.Everythins screwed!I hate it i hate it i hate it!Why cant i just be happy for a freakin days?!?I'm sucha a useless bein jealous everytym and i'm always bein not satiesfied when there's something for me to apreciate.I always look on the bad side but how about the good side.I always missed it.Feel so stupid.I hate myself.I hate bein sad.I hate cryin.I hate tears flowin!Can u now feel how depressed i am in the middle of the nite.It doesnt really matter coz i just wanna let my stress out.I just dont know how to express it out.So i prefer to type since i'm not able to shout it out loud right now.*tears flowin*.I just hate myself.Useless me!I'm sorry for hurtin u if i did.Just leave me behind if i'm bein such a irritate or burden for u all the time :(

Time Machine

Actually for me rite now,i rily have nothin much to post at blogger anymore.
Everyone's updatin deir blog bout new years n stuff...
So hahaha...it seems like every1 updatin d same thing thn i'm nt gona post it :)

Anywho ...
Just wish that i'm gona to get a time machine for my birthday *remind-ing~ DUH! :p*
HAHAHAHAHA XD
Ok,coz after d 01012010...
I just feel that i'm sorta lost!
Coz seeing my siblings packin all deir stuff for the 1st day of school n i'm like 'how bout me? :('
I WANNA BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
*nt include the takin exam part//pmr//spm*
*puke puke puke*
Hahahaha...sakai giler!
Kesimpulannya....saya mau skola!
Juz doin nothing at home everyday...u noe NOTHING??!
Argh ;/ and parents everyday like 'oi,go find college lar...dun wait till get ur results oni find..tat will be too late'...
ITU I PUN TAU LAR...
Apa mau buat...so malas... :D
I juz duno y,feel like no more school life for me n wana go for a relax n now every1 startin for college...wtf?
So fast u guys wana study ah??

Haaahhahahaha ;D
Maybe tat is just wat i think about and maybe diff for u guys but I'M STILL BORED!
Miss school life alotttttt...like hell lot!
Miss spendin time with frens,prefect job,time durin in the class,d way we complain bout teacher,d sarcastic singam...hahaha!
N i actually ask my siblings wat happen in school today n blablabla...
N dey wil like 'eh,u no more skul ady lah...ish...ntg hapen lah...!'
=.=
As though la rily non-of-my-business although it is d fact but still....i'm d ex student rite...although sudah past tense..hehehe!
Ala....bosan sial kat umah!

Owh...just wish tat i can back to school..
ohoh *exclude daisy* :)
hahaha...everyday me n gloria go toilet sure kena from her..so this train glo 2 b vr alert everytime.
Hahahaha..
She'll be like 'Flower in-coming...flower in'coming..run!'...hahahaha.

So..i'll neva 4get my life at secondary school...
Owh btw,hunny ariel...u're goin 2 leave me so fast?!
Argh!
Gona miss u loads.
:)

Kayh,will upload more soon..
Till then.
XOXO.

Outin VS holidays.

Nvm,i know it sounded weird for the tittle,
but it is weird coz~~
must attract u guys to view my post ryt?
Hahaha!
Neways... *SKIP SKIP SKIP*
Ok,went out d 3rd time yesterday wit erm *sum1 (blink2 eye)* n watch
AVATAR!!
U all should rily go watch it coz tat show was juz so awesome!
The Na'Vi's are so big in sizes!!
And the Pandora waz so beautiful!
Wish that i could live there though!
*nvm,i know tat u guys all like blur//blank coz din watch ryt..??hahaha!* ;p
Thn erm owh,i dye my hair!!
*ariel,faster come bak to m'sia..if nt u gona b ketinggalan zaman!*
Is like erm,brownish/gold/idk colour :)
Few people saw it wen i return my text book tat day at schoolll.
Quite cool coz no1 dye their hair YET.
*proudness* ;p
Thn from 20/12-2/1..
totally NOT FREE!
Coz relative all cumin n got a big wedding dinner to prepare!
Ps..my uncle puya.
So3...very xcited since school prom has canceled but its all ok now :)
Still not satisfy goin out with frens though.
So 100% sur continue goin out nex year coz
NO REASON LAR !!! ;D

*LA...i know it's lame...bt at least i posted sumtin ryt?*

Experiencenough!

Today waz the most tiring day EVER in my life.
Drove to mid valley is no big deal but stuck in a jam for half n hour n lookin for parkin for 1 n a half hour with a manual car is sumtin BIG!
SEE...idk why d hell in this world must all concentrate their shoppin mood in MV.
By 11 in d mornin...ALL PARKIN FULL!!!
Can u like believe tat?!
I take like 2 hour++ to go in MV..
Tat is so nutttssss....!!
All d car there drivin me CRAAAZYYYYYY!!!
Me n ariel stuck in d car like damn long really speechlez.
Argh *advice:dun drive 2 megamall with manual car!*
Hah.
So neways,hav fun wit ariel today :)
We're like d couples at Nando's sitin couple sit.
Hahahaha...
I'm sur u'll neva rememba tat gal!
Let's go out next time again ;p

Unresistable *rawwrr*

Afta such a long * i mean really longgggggg* period neva update my bloggy i feel like i'm sorta like out of idea///topic to talkabout!
Oh2,u noe wat?I'm finally GET RID OF THE FRAKINNN ESS-PEE-EMM!!! *ariel taught me tat/hahaha*
My life is so un-erm-speechable coz afta an outing juz now wif ma frenz,my mum start to nag and gues what she said??

mum : eh,u cannot stay at home like tat.u gotta go work.u luk like so uselez by bz bodying bout people profile in fb for wattttt!!??

me:mi,u gotta be kiddin me man..spm,ended yesterday..wadaheckkk r u talkin woman!?

mum:wat?! u luk uselez stayin home...like no mor plan ady n doin nothin! gona search a college 4 u n u gotta work..enough restin at home.

me:*wtf-ing??!!* *grumblingg* i'm not gona to workk!!!! n i juz done my spm yesterday!!!!! i wana hav fun!!!! i dun care!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

mum:*speechlez*

me:*walk off*

SEE!! DID U SEE TAT!!! *URRRGGGHHH*

Okayh shiat,just put it aside...
Done my ear piercin today quite *ouch* n scary though.
But it RAWKS! *not comparin to all d belly-piercin-people* (:

N a person who is 100% totally not a big Twilight fan actually fall in love with TAYLOR LAUTNER a.k.a JACOB BLACK!!!!! *dun tat just sound so OMG?*
His so the OMG-HOT-STUFF!!!
His pax,his smile,his hair*wtf*,his heat*werewolf what?!*,his stare!!!
Shiat...his just so addictable n now i'm UNRESISTABLE by looking at his pic!
His so HAWTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
I'm sorry Robert,i have to put u aside 1st! *hahahha ;p*




*meltin seeing his picha*
Hahahha XD


Neways..hav fun wif ma fren today.
So erm yah...hope my mum wont start her 'GO WORK AND I'LL FIND COLLEGE TO U TOMORROW!!!'
*giggles*


will update from time to time.
XOXO

SPM...duh?

Dammit....sti gt 3 days?
WAT D FARKKKK!!!!!!
Is juz like a bling of eye n now we're gona 2 sit 4 spm?
Can we like delay tat freakin spm?(:
PLZ?
*coz i'm not ready 4 tat freakin paper yet!!!*
*feel like puke-ing*
*feel like theres butterfly in ma tummy*
:p
But juz wonderin y am i still sittin here n bloggin..
Hahahha....mayb dun care kowt.
Haish.
STUPID SEJ!!! USELEZ HISTORY!!!!!!!
Anywayz,waz here to wish all d SPM-ers
LOADS OF GOODLUCKS WHILE SITTIN FOR ALL THE PAPER (((((:

lots of love :)
till then .