I'm tired and sick of this.

I'M OUT OF THIS SHIT!

This blog is never dead!

Heyya! It's been *i don't know* how long but hey still I'm back!
Anywho,I'm too busy and lazy to post due to my new life.
But somehow,there's too much thing happening in between this this school holiday which gave a big effect on me.
It feels like hell when you just can't tell it out to anyone but to keep it to yourself.
I've did something really bad and cruel towards somebody and i'm seriously so sorry about it.
I seriously deeply dint mean it.
I'm sorry if i make you feel uncomfortable to be friends with.
I don't mind you to hate me for whatever I've did.
Yet,in between,there's more confusion that annoys me.
I don't know what that person thinks and what that person wants but i hope nothings gonna affect our relationship.
Seriously,it do hurts when you miss that somebody so badly but you can do nothing.
I hate this holiday! And, worse come to worse i start to feel sick on the second week of holiday which is also the week that I've planned to catch up with my homework!
DAMN .

I MISS YOU.

2010.

Things been so complicated lately and there's too much for me to list out one by one.
Been buzzing around with loads of hectic problems and is killing me.
But somehow,again i learn how to look at things more widely and think more wisely.

Form 6 life which I'm going through right now is seriously getting on my nerves.
For everything teacher taught and for what I've read from book,at the end of the lesson I'll be like 'ha?????'
Okayh that's so not making sense?But it's true.
No time for me to know more friends but only bunch of homework everyday waiting for me.
This mean that i'm the soon to be future nerd.Hot nerd *winkwink* LOL :D

Then,love?
I don't know.
Like seriously,i think i failed in this field.
No comment about that.
All i can said is,i do have a great time with you and for what we've gone through past few months,you really gave me a very unforgettable memories.
I'll never ask the one i love to stay when they've already made their decision to leave.
Never think of this to happen but *things are better to left unsaid* :)

Oh oh friends :)
All i know is,they always been there for me like no matter what.
Yeah,people said 'no matter how many friends you have for there to comfort you,but you still have to stand back up yourself to face the difficulties' ... WHICH i DON'T agree with that fact.
I need them and i definately love them.
Some of them who really gave me a shock is that they have this instinct where,when I'm down they'll automatically be there for me :)
Don't ask me how this phenomena happen :p
Ask them *teehee*
Millions of thank you for YOU,to brighten up my day.
I serious do appreciate it :D

Wo Ai Ni :)

The one I adore,admire and love the most,
My dear Mummy!
I Love You SO MUCH :)
I knew we have like loads of arguments everyday but still i love u lot.
For everything you said and do is for my own good.
Thks for helping me and supporting me in anyways :D
I'm sorry for certain mistakes or things that I've done that make you disappointed.
I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO MAKE IT UP FOR YOU KAY? :)))
Stay hot,preety,healthy and most of it,young kayh? :)
Happy Mother's Day my HAWTTT Mummy :D

*PS: sorry la mi,now kinda broke la.So,not really sure can get you the things that you ask for :p*

I wish.

-Love is just a word,Until you find someone to give it a definition-

Truly saying,my happiness isn't complete without YOU by my side.
No matter how much you give out and sacrifice,i do give and do the same thing too.

It's just that you don't and never try to realize.

Thinking back the old time was fun and happy for me.
I rather not waking up from my dream when the reality are so much worse than my dream.
Rain just pour in my heart and they're washing those unhappiness moment away that I've kept for so long.
I've choosed you for a strong and deep reason and for now I'm still trying my very best to hold it because you said 'you'll never let a person go no matter what happen because u love em a lot'.
Imma gonna follow and listen for what you've said since i do love you but I'm not gonna hold it when i know i don't have the ability to hold it anymore.
Both of our happiness counts.

I thought u're the song owner.

Once on the video just now.
The first song they start to play is a song which i miss it a lot.
Meant quite lot of things to me.
Just bring back some memories.

Just So You Know-Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there
Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know, just so you know

Is like sudden flashback.
Anyways,nice song though (: