I dont know.

Current track : Knock You Down by Keri Hilson

"I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love"

I just love this part.Don't ask why because i'll not tel u!
Secret are meant to be secret arent them? :p

*thinkthinkthink*
too much things happen this few days or maybe can be said weeks.
just don't know how to desribe lar.
i promise myself to never post or set any of my status with emo stuff.
because some people might,MIGHT,find it irritating.
although i've promised it but i'm not sure whether i can keep it anot but who cares!
anywho,so yea,imma gonna stop that rubbish now.
i'm a person which dont and HATE hurting peoples feelins but i think i've did it to someone but i really dint mean it.
it feels really bad when u did that because when that someone treat u like THISSSSSSSS GGGGGGOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD,u will eventually feel THHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS BBBBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD after hurt them!!!!!!!!!!!!
*arghghghgh*
but in people who knows me,they will know for everything i make and made,it is based on a reason.
so yea,been feel bad all the time and i'm gonna control myself not to.
last sorry.


anyways,feel so bored and useless stayin at home some more new year coming and it's like so busy for me.
got to help my mum do house chores like mad fella *nvm,exaggerating it only* (:
what to do,good good girl must help (:
DAMN! i sounded so...so not mehhh!!!!!!!!
teeehheeee :D


anywhat i know danial you keep follow my blog all the time.
know u'll gonna read everything i wrote here..
haha...
i saw u're post about the white kancil.
*laughoutloud*
i know lar dei my WHITE KANCIL cunted huh?
no need to jealous.
EVERYONE NO NEED TO JEALOUS BECAUSE I CAN DRIVE WITH MY *aww* WHITE KANCIL ((((:
*proudnesswhichcanneverdescribe*

will post more everyone (:
ciaoxx :)
XOXO.

Is just another ordinary day.

Actually dont know what to write.
Life's gettin sucker by stayin at home without doing anything.
My dearrrrrr mum keep askin me to help her...
In other way,it can be said that i'm like already 50% housewife.
Hello..teenager here weyh!!
Have to go out have fun and all but yerrr !!!
She dont let me out!
I'm like a bird without wings on it :p
No freedom and now all thks to dont know wtheck happen to my car..
I got this phobia to drive right now.
That night my car sudenly go blackout at the housing area *sumore near hannah house//damn embarassing!*
Then until now,havent really go and fix it yet.
That's why i'm afraid to drive on the main road/highway.
Later sudenly engine spoil in the middle of the road...*not imagining*..gone case la.. :p
Okayh..thats why i'm so bored at here bloggin.
Everyone started their coll life and i..hah hah..so much of house chores like waiting for me.
I'm like a housemaid now..*call me lah if need a maid..lol..1 hr 500 bucks* (:
Teehee (:

Oh,something that i shoulnt forget is like..
I've been so "emo" for last few days which cause me to have mood swing which is quiet scary.
If i'm happy i'll joke with my friend then out of nowhere when they said sumtin wrong,like really minor prob,i go crazy.
Like serious crazy and maybe i screwed them or by ignoring them.
Dont u think thats scary?
But although i'm down for a few days,it makes me realises that actually there is still more people who is willing to cheer me up.
I'm glad and felt touch by what they did to me.
I never thought that a girl like me will be appreciated by others (:
Loads of love from me to you all.
I'll never forget the advice that had gave by u all and which i've accepted it.
Thks :D

Till then :)
XOXO.

I feel like this blog is gettin more n more emo-ness stuff.
I just dont know why i love to let it out here.
Argh *sigh-ing*
Current track : According to me by Miss Orianthi.
Currently facin supa shitty mood now.
Is it like stayin at home for so long doing ntg and spendin too much attention on the love one?
I thought normally thats a good thing but?
But now turn's like as though i'm very irritatin.
*wtfisgoinonhere*
*carinnlovingnspendinmymaxtimewithhimalsogotproblem?!*
Tell me lah kay,what to do now?
I just need to feel appreciated.
I want U to know how much things that i did and sacrifice to make u happy and to see u.
*iloveyouliketothemaxisthatwrongtoo*
Hope that u realised how i feel.
*thissupaolidayislikeshit*

Silent nite

I'm sad u noe tiz few days!Argh..dun ask why..i feel that every night i feel like cryin n eventually i'll sleep with my tears on.I hate myself.Everythins screwed!I hate it i hate it i hate it!Why cant i just be happy for a freakin days?!?I'm sucha a useless bein jealous everytym and i'm always bein not satiesfied when there's something for me to apreciate.I always look on the bad side but how about the good side.I always missed it.Feel so stupid.I hate myself.I hate bein sad.I hate cryin.I hate tears flowin!Can u now feel how depressed i am in the middle of the nite.It doesnt really matter coz i just wanna let my stress out.I just dont know how to express it out.So i prefer to type since i'm not able to shout it out loud right now.*tears flowin*.I just hate myself.Useless me!I'm sorry for hurtin u if i did.Just leave me behind if i'm bein such a irritate or burden for u all the time :(

Time Machine

Actually for me rite now,i rily have nothin much to post at blogger anymore.
Everyone's updatin deir blog bout new years n stuff...
So hahaha...it seems like every1 updatin d same thing thn i'm nt gona post it :)

Anywho ...
Just wish that i'm gona to get a time machine for my birthday *remind-ing~ DUH! :p*
HAHAHAHAHA XD
Ok,coz after d 01012010...
I just feel that i'm sorta lost!
Coz seeing my siblings packin all deir stuff for the 1st day of school n i'm like 'how bout me? :('
I WANNA BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
*nt include the takin exam part//pmr//spm*
*puke puke puke*
Hahahaha...sakai giler!
Kesimpulannya....saya mau skola!
Juz doin nothing at home everyday...u noe NOTHING??!
Argh ;/ and parents everyday like 'oi,go find college lar...dun wait till get ur results oni find..tat will be too late'...
ITU I PUN TAU LAR...
Apa mau buat...so malas... :D
I juz duno y,feel like no more school life for me n wana go for a relax n now every1 startin for college...wtf?
So fast u guys wana study ah??

Haaahhahahaha ;D
Maybe tat is just wat i think about and maybe diff for u guys but I'M STILL BORED!
Miss school life alotttttt...like hell lot!
Miss spendin time with frens,prefect job,time durin in the class,d way we complain bout teacher,d sarcastic singam...hahaha!
N i actually ask my siblings wat happen in school today n blablabla...
N dey wil like 'eh,u no more skul ady lah...ish...ntg hapen lah...!'
=.=
As though la rily non-of-my-business although it is d fact but still....i'm d ex student rite...although sudah past tense..hehehe!
Ala....bosan sial kat umah!

Owh...just wish tat i can back to school..
ohoh *exclude daisy* :)
hahaha...everyday me n gloria go toilet sure kena from her..so this train glo 2 b vr alert everytime.
Hahahaha..
She'll be like 'Flower in-coming...flower in'coming..run!'...hahahaha.

So..i'll neva 4get my life at secondary school...
Owh btw,hunny ariel...u're goin 2 leave me so fast?!
Argh!
Gona miss u loads.
:)

Kayh,will upload more soon..
Till then.
XOXO.

Outin VS holidays.

Nvm,i know it sounded weird for the tittle,
but it is weird coz~~
must attract u guys to view my post ryt?
Hahaha!
Neways... *SKIP SKIP SKIP*
Ok,went out d 3rd time yesterday wit erm *sum1 (blink2 eye)* n watch
AVATAR!!
U all should rily go watch it coz tat show was juz so awesome!
The Na'Vi's are so big in sizes!!
And the Pandora waz so beautiful!
Wish that i could live there though!
*nvm,i know tat u guys all like blur//blank coz din watch ryt..??hahaha!* ;p
Thn erm owh,i dye my hair!!
*ariel,faster come bak to m'sia..if nt u gona b ketinggalan zaman!*
Is like erm,brownish/gold/idk colour :)
Few people saw it wen i return my text book tat day at schoolll.
Quite cool coz no1 dye their hair YET.
*proudness* ;p
Thn from 20/12-2/1..
totally NOT FREE!
Coz relative all cumin n got a big wedding dinner to prepare!
Ps..my uncle puya.
So3...very xcited since school prom has canceled but its all ok now :)
Still not satisfy goin out with frens though.
So 100% sur continue goin out nex year coz
NO REASON LAR !!! ;D

*LA...i know it's lame...bt at least i posted sumtin ryt?*

Experiencenough!

Today waz the most tiring day EVER in my life.
Drove to mid valley is no big deal but stuck in a jam for half n hour n lookin for parkin for 1 n a half hour with a manual car is sumtin BIG!
SEE...idk why d hell in this world must all concentrate their shoppin mood in MV.
By 11 in d mornin...ALL PARKIN FULL!!!
Can u like believe tat?!
I take like 2 hour++ to go in MV..
Tat is so nutttssss....!!
All d car there drivin me CRAAAZYYYYYY!!!
Me n ariel stuck in d car like damn long really speechlez.
Argh *advice:dun drive 2 megamall with manual car!*
Hah.
So neways,hav fun wit ariel today :)
We're like d couples at Nando's sitin couple sit.
Hahahaha...
I'm sur u'll neva rememba tat gal!
Let's go out next time again ;p