WOOOO~~~

2day is saturday..
blah blah blah...
wth am i crappin lah...
hahaha!!

wait~~
c...
mayb i'm over stress!!
2day...
wooh!
finally~~
went 4 d driving ceramah...
for 5 damn hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
freakin bored....
i'm like half sleepin there =p!
even tat penceramah dun even noe wat is he crappin 4 5 hrs..!!
hahahahha XD

so...
ryt afta tat march test...
i'll b sitin 4 d car undang~
haiz!!
wher gt time 2 read...
nid 2 study sumore...
stress weyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X.X!!

Miserable life~~

Life have 2 move on no matter how many problem tat u're gona 2 face..
Tats y u called it as life ryt??
Ala...
Wat am i talkin...
SWT =.=!!
Newayz...
I'm TRYIN 2 like sort of avoid from all d things which makes me feel like i'm gona suicide...
Eh seriously~~
Tiz is like so so super damn hard....
Oni superhauman can do tat~~
So hehehhe...
Wat lah~~
I'm tryin 2 become SuperMissLil.V k...
Ala....
Sokong2 la sikit... =p
Newayz...
Juz b hapy or TRY 2 fake a smile although u're nt happy...
So ladies n gentleman....
Face problem with gutz!! =)

[sucks]

2day super moody n super sucky!
shity much!
stupid!
moodlez...
damn it!
ahhhhhhhhhhh =x!!!!!!!!
its gettin me suicide!!!
assssssssholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pain!!!!!!!!

T.T...
WOOWOO~~~~~~
My neck so so darn pain!!
I sprained my neck 2 dayz ago n nw is gettin worse...
I cant even turn my neck nicely...
SOBZ!!!!!!!!!!!
Pain!!!!!!!
I duwan 2 suffer lah..
I'm adyz gt so muc prob~~
So juz hope it recovers..
Haish.....

T.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad day...

I'm doin tiz cuz tat S.I.N.G.A.M is too over 2day!!
Like SHIT lah her!
Hv brain bt neva use!
Alwiz tinks shes correct...
Did sumtin wrong ady sumore wana denied it n act like as though nt her fault!
Assholeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
U better gt a life woman!!!!!!!
WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haish...
4 sur i'm sad 2 let go d 1 i like wit her...
Bt wat 2 do...
Tiz is life...
Sacrifice=get hurt+tearz+regret=others happy..
So...
Haiz...
Yeah...
Juz vr hard 2 let go...
Bt u noe wat...
I wont make ur life miserable...
So u dun nid 2 avoid me~~

Ignorance~~~

I rily hate tiz thing u noe...
Who still treat me as fren plzdun do tat lah k...
It hurts!
T.T

A little too not over u~~

Tiz song...
Seriously meant alot 2 me~~
It rily represents wat i'm going throuh rite now...



It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back,
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand,

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you......

[Love or Friendship]

All my friend keep postin tis as 1 of d post in their blog...
Tiz title are rily so common...
Mayb most of my frens goin through d same thing as i'm goin now...

Between love n frenship...~
Majorities choose frenship..
Tats STUPID!
Bt sumhow...
4 me...
I'll be choosin frenship oso....

Choosin love is a rite choice~
Bt u'll loose ur frens..
N normally people called it as vr selfish...
Dey neva tink b4 dey make their decision...
Dey oni desperate 4 love~~

People who chooses frenship is rily stupid...
They can giv up on d person dey love n leave d person dey love with others...
Stupid cuz dey sacrifice it!
Dey neva appreciate it!
Rather 2 suffer by seeing d person dey love hv a hapy time with d person dey like~~!
N gt hurt n tearz flowin everyday!
Bt so wat~~
U'll be hapy if u c d 1 u love happy..
Am i rite?
Tats y u rather choose 2 let go n sacrifice it 2 ur fren who luvs him/her too...

Tats y...
I chooses frenship...
I 1 d person i luv n my fren 2 b happy at d same time although i noe i'll be sufferin afta tat~

[Facing the TRUTH]

Hard hard hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Is rily so hard 2 face d truth tat u will neva eva 1 2 accept it...
Bt no matter how...
I muz still face it~!
No use 4 droppin tearz 4 u anymore...
It doesnt make any sense...
The more i drop the less precious my tears become..
I'm so disapointed cuz wat i expected afta d year 09...
Juz dun come true...~~

My heart gt stabbed by ur sharp knife 4 millions time...
I cant barely c d world nicely now...
I'm like a lifelezz person seeing u with sum1 else...
U're happy wit ur new life n wit ur new princess...
But i'm sure u wil neva ever understan wat i've been through rite now...
NEVER!

I alwiz try to hide 4 wat i feel inside so tat no1 wil noe wat happen 2 me...
But it doesnt work...
The more i kip...
The more i gt hurt~
I tink i cant seem to face d truth...
I rily cant~~

Sharin~~
Sumtym doesnt means caring!
U muz rily c wat u're sharin~~
If stuff mayb can...
Bt love...
It doesnt cal it as share...
Theres oni sacrifice 4 love~~
Y muz we sacrifice 2 gt sumtin tat we want?
Bt sumtym..
Although wen we sacrifice...
We wont gt it bak...
Bt in turn...
U'll juz lost it...
N y muz we suffer all those pain 2 gt our happiness??

I c ur happy face everyday while i myself livin in d sorrow of darkness...
Y cant my memories fade??
If is fade...
Everythin will b solve~~
TOTALLY SOLVE~~
Bt u noe tiz will neva happen..
So i'm gona suffer until i totally gt over u...

Strong will b d oni word 2 help me 2 continue my life...
Without being strong..
Ntg can lead me 2 walk tiz sucky life...
Nothing~~

[Time to let go]

Last time..
We have loads n tons of things to talk about once we met or when we're havin our conversation...
But now...
We left nothing....
We got nothing to talk about when we start our conversation...
I have a feelinz tat u 1 tat convo 2 end as soon as posible...
Mayb i gives u a hell feelinz tat makes u duwan 2 talk 2 me...
Everythin changes ever since our distance become a lil further...
Y cant we juz remain d same??
WHY!

Ever since we fall apart..
I alwiz hv a space 4 u in my heart..
Until now i still have...
Bt i dun tink theres a lil space 4 me in ur heart..
I'm juz an empty or nothing to u in ur heart...
Ur heart have opened but not 4 me...is 4 others....
I dun mind....
But it kills me...
I try 2 stand d pain everytym wen i tink bout our happiness tat we've been through last time...
Bt no matter hw hard i stand it...
Tearz might flow down from d eye...

Every fairytales story end with d princess live wit d prince happily ever afta...
Bt tiz doesnt happen in d reality...
I hope i'm 1 of d princess but i'm not...
I'm so so disapointed wit all d fairytales story i heard laz time wen i'm small...
Cuz it is juz lies 2 all d small kidz...
D prince will not luv n stay wit d princess with d rest of his life...
Conflict happens...
Bt y dun dey end d princess stories with tiz also??!

Now since our relationship is gettin apart n we've left nothing to make us close..
I tink i should let u go n let u 2 start a new love story with ur new princess...
N make d story as every kidz wanted 2 hear it tat is 'they live happily ever after'...

This is the part~~~

This is rily d part where d end start...
I'm rily super tired of likin sum1 wen d 1 u like duno u like him or he juz ignored it...
Tiz feelinz is so so super hurtin!!
I'm rily tired lah~~
So wat if i'm nt over u yet...??
U juz ignore me like nobody else...
B4 u appear 2 my world...
My life is juz normal...
Once u appear...
U change everythin...
U make it perfect!
But nw....
Everythin changes~~~

I juz dun understan hw u guyz can 4gt d 1 u luv or ur ex so easily???
Tiz is rily d part where killz me...
Tat is 2 4gt u!!!
I'm so so 1ted u 2 noe my feelinz for u since duno wen...
Bt u juz dun realize or u might be juz ignore me...

Seeing u close 2 other girlz...
Make me feel more worst...
My heart have already tored into thousand of pieces n no1 can fixed it back....
NO ONE!!!
Y muz i so not over u??
U can gt rid of me so easily...
I cant stand d way u're close 2 others cuz it kills me silently~~~
Bt nvm...
I can stand d pain....

Bt although hw strong a person is...
Dey cant stand their painess 4 2 long..~~
My heart is strong...
Bt nw...
It makes me feel super weak~~~
N u juz dun realize everythin!!!
No1 can comfort me~~

People sayz single is better...
Double is trouble....
Bt haish...
Sm people might agree bt i'm not!

Bt tiz situation nw make my heart feels so pain...
I feel like i'm a fool...
A totally big fool which do sumtin which will neva gt anythin back...
I gv myself time 2 wait 4 miracle happen...
Bt it dun seems 2 b ryt...
Everythin turns bad~~~
I juz dun understan y.... =(

Distance rily can change everythin in our life..
I make us feel more apart...
I hate tiz feelinz!
I 1 everythin 2 b bak...!!!!
Bt i noe tiz wil NEVER EVER happen...
So..
Everythin will turn into our memory...
We care bout each other laz time...
N 4 nw i'll still will do no matter u care anot...
U might duwan 2 sv d memory bt i do..

So...
Since my heart ady broke into pieces~~~
Theres no way 4 me 2 fixed back ady..
N i'll leave it like tiz until d vr end~~~
N hope tat u'll gt d things u 1...

LOVE~~~

I juz dun rily understan d meanin bout love...
Izzit tat love brings everythin to u??
Every1 seems to say tat love is d super perfect things in the world...
It'll brings the feelinz of happiness,satiesfiedness,careness n loadzzz lah!
Bt dun u tink love oso will bring a very bad endin sumtims??

I juz understan why...
Love should be a perfect things for every1...
But once an argument happens or lack of trustfull between each other,
the relationship will juz end like that...
Even sumtimes...
It end it juz without any reason....
Tat's d worst part!! =x

Wen a relationship start...
U'll neva thought wen it will end...
U juz have to appreaciate every single seconds of it...
Seriously...!!
If not...
U'll be really regret...
N i'm 100% sur bout tat...

I juz duno y i'm writin bout tiz...
But i hv tiz feelinz tat i juz hv 2 spit all tiz stuff out of my head...!!
All tiz stuff is juz drivin me crazy like hell!!
Mayb i'm juz a lil too not over sum1...
Bt sumtyms...
We cant juz control d relationship...
A relationship must built on trust..
N 1 another muz cooperate to work tiz thing out...
If nt tiz thing will 4eva neva work... =(

I do can help every1 bout their love life but mayb not mine...
Wen love comes to me..
It will juz alwiz end wit a bad endin..
I juz duno y...
Mayb i juz dun have tiz love luck thingy..

Another thing..
Tats juz so hard 2 share d 1 u like wif another person...
Tat feeliz is juz like u already dun have tiz chance 2 b wit tat person anymore...!!
D oni thing tats in the mind will be tat 'i should juz let go of d person i like n let him/her wit d other person'..
Tiz is wat every1 cals it as 'sacrificing for love'....

Bt who cares...
I'm writin tiz bout my own...
4 my frens whos havin crush or hopin 2 be wit tat person they like..
Juz go 4 it...
Dun miss d precious chance...


By : Lifelezz Lil.V~~~

[Moodlez]

2day...
Everythin and every1 juz dun seems to be fine...
I do rily miss alot of post 4 d past few interesting stuff..
Bt nvm...
Sry 4 sayin tat...
I was too busy n can be say a lil lazy =p

Anywayz...
I'm so so....
MOODLEZ 2day...!!
Dun ask me why cuz i juz duwan 2 mention it...

Main thing is...
2day gt lotz n lotz of unhappy stuff happen...
1 of dem rily pissed me off...!!
My mum promises me 2 sign me up 4 drivin lesson 2day...
Thn she herself went out ryt afta i reach home from skul...
As usual i took my nap lah...
Thn wen shes bak , i gt up...
Thn ask her lah bring me go..
She juz yelled at me n say...
'Too Late ady lah'!!
So everythin x jadi...
I muz like wait till duno wen again oni can sign up.. T.T

Others which make me moodlez is bout skul stuff...
Haiz...
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!
MOODLEZ!!!

Anywho..
Lifez have 2 go on oso...
Ahhhhh =X